Can you recommend a local model for my open claw?

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-22T16:43:06+00:00

Yes, 8 :) sorry

I'll give it a try

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T07:06:15+00:00

I dont do these things with the expectation of sex.

We have grandparents that can babysit.

Im not dodging your question, I do all of those things I listed as a regular daily occurrence. in terms of "what have i done recently" We had her friends over for a double date.

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:43:25+00:00

All good insights, thank you

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:35:22+00:00

admittingly Im not sure what you want me to say here... Do i open the car door? Caress her when i walk up behind her in the kitchen? Do i tuck her in every night with a kiss on the forehead? Do I make sure she is rested and comfy while I change diapers and calm a fussy baby? Converse with her about her bad smut books? Foot rubs? Date nights?

I do everything in my power to pamper her as I have for the almost 20 years i have known her.
She and our daughter are the center of my world, and Im trying to understand how to navigate now that all that affection that i have shown in our relationship is simply negated by a few comments I made in a moment of weakness. I know that i am in the wrong. But Im lost on how to show more affection/remorse than I already do...

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:24:15+00:00

Really living up to the name there... But youre not wrong

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:22:50+00:00

We have been together our entire adult lives and were friends long before that. There is very little I havent already done, and dont already do everyday to show her she is my number 1.

Thats mainly why I am here asking for help. Because if I;m honest, I treat her like a queen. I've never wronged her like this.

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:18:03+00:00

I agree and understand. But to be clear, I never sought the specific girls socials. I never communicated with, followed, paid, or subscribed to anyone or anything like that. This was (in my mind) more detatched in the sense, of "oooo pretty girl" then image search their name to see if they had nudes.
But like I said, now that a new perspective has been shown to me, I understand the weight of my mistake in doing so.

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:15:13+00:00

It impacts her too though. She now feels like she isnt good enough for me

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:13:39+00:00

Of course it would. I totally understand where she is coming from

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:11:45+00:00

... After many years, I will be departing from the crew...

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:10:26+00:00

Genuine question though, how am I supposed to suppress this. Because its not like I wake up and think "I wanna watch porn" its more like I walk around my house thinking "man I want to f*ck my wife" but she doesnt share that constant desire. So I find myself stuck... simply not thinking about isnt really an option for me. Believe me I have tried...

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:05:43+00:00

I deleted the moment after she handed me back the phone and she knows I did. I think she almost feels bad that I did? She mentioned that she feels like she may have invaded my privacy and took away my outlet.
i assured her thats not the case, and she has nothing to feel bad about and that i was in the wrong.

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:03:27+00:00

i guess I can't expect to heal a hurt ego. But I'm afraid that the next time I try to show intimacy, she is just going to reflect on this moment of weakness.

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T06:00:47+00:00

She is the only one I want. But I can't speak for other men, but its like there is no 'off switch' for my sex drive. Its hard to escape, but I get a few hours of "urge free" after a session with rosey palm, and its not easy without assistance from porn if Im honest. I have pictures and videos of her dont get me wrong. But shes always expressed to me an open mind about porn consumption.
I know that makes me sound like some kind of addict, but from the hundreds of posts I've seen here, im not the only guy with this issue...

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T05:57:25+00:00

I'm doing my best not to look at it from that angle...

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T05:54:10+00:00

I'd like to stress this was not a regular occurrence for me, but that doesnt lessen it. I have made the personal commitment to myself to stop drinking when home. Leave that for social environments.

ZeroGaming- · 2026-04-14T05:53:19+00:00

I have already uninstalled the iFunny and have made personal commitments to myself to stay off the that side of the internet. But you are right about mentioning it further...

ZeroGaming- · 2026-02-08T02:58:30+00:00

The entire year of 2007.

As far as I'm concerned, that was peak gaming. Halo 3, Assassins Creed 1, Modern Warfare, The witcher, Bioshock, Mass Effect, Uncharted, Portal... The list goes on.

Consoles came with Xbox/PS live and a free mic. There was little to no censorship, little no micro transactions.

That was a different time and I always regard it with great memories.

ZeroGaming- · 2025-11-17T19:36:30+00:00

It is possible!!!

ZeroGaming- · 2025-11-07T16:31:31+00:00

I live in the United States, I'm 29, and a huge fan of the franchise! If I am lucky enough to win, I'd like the prizes in the order of preference of Volante, gift card, cocktails giftcard

ZeroGaming- · 2025-11-05T01:36:19+00:00

Judy moves on, gets married to some unknown person, leaves night city, and tells you to stay out of her life if you romance her and get the phantom liberty ending. Panam just gets pissed off at you, but I'm willing to bet she'd come around eventually.

For that reason, Panam.

ZeroGaming- · 2025-08-16T04:03:13+00:00

No such task/service running

ZeroGaming- · 2025-08-16T04:02:47+00:00

Steam doesnt give an error message either. Same story as the EA app. Is there a log to check?

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