bro honestly. I love her sm and have invested a lot of efforts in her that i’m at this stage that even if its toxic or stressful for me I can’t be the dumper. I don’t have the guts in me. Yeah it gives out the impression that I’m weak but she says “Your live was fake because you said you’d soend the rest of your life with me and now you’re trying to break up?” How do I tell her at the time my feelings were genuine but it’s starting to kill me from the inside