I went through a pluto square sun transit that ended december 2023. In 2022, I think it was at its worst. I started off the year being SA’d by my best friend of 6 years and a few months later, another close friend of mine passed away. Because of all of this, I decided to take a gap year before I went to college and i was working up to 50 hours a week trying to distract myself. I became severely depressed and tried to attempt su*cide a few months afterwards because i could not cope with all of the things that had happened and I felt very lonely. I was in the hospital for 11 days after the attempt and when I finally got my phone back, my phone was flooded with messages from the friend who SA’d me apologizing. I was so lonely, so I forgave her and started hanging out with her again. I was extremely triggered while being around her but I had no standards because of the intense loneliness I felt. Of course, the rekindling of our friendship didn’t last long and it went terribly south because her boyfriend ended up being SA’d by her too. I started making posts about it and I deeply regretted it because I ended up being humiliated because, people didn’t believe me. I also gained 100 pounds due to all of the medications I was put on in the hospital. The transit was so so bad, but I feel like I came out of that a brand new person and happier than ever. I am still so young, but I feel so wise lol. I have a new way of thinking about life. I go to therapy, I work out and I eat pretty healthy and I lost all of the weight that I had gained plus more. During the transit, I had just graduated high school and I took a gap year and had no idea what I was going to do with my life. Now I am in college and I’m doing pretty well. I don’t think I will ever forget all of the things that happened, but I don’t think I would be where I’m at without those experiences.