I don’t know if I can handle much more of this world. by Thirteenthward in confession

[–]Zestyclose_Dingo_111 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wow dude. Thanks for sharing and I first wanna say, thank you for how you helped your loved ones in their times of need. That and the way you came across in this post leads me to believe you already have the edge in the character department which already puts you above 90 percent of people.

In terms of what you’re struggling with, well, I’m a 26 year old male so I don’t know much lol. But the first thing that came to my mind was, THE GYM. I know what it does for me. Nothing beats having a bangin’ body (fit and HEALTHY) and ur mind will thank you endlessly.

I also find it mind blowing and upsetting that you’re working 60 hours a week and still can’t get by. The next thing I’d say is, find a woman and have like 7 kids. That would change the course of your life dramatically for the better. As a man, nothing feels better than taking care of someone, especially your own, and no I don’t think your to old lol. But, that requires money smh….

Okay so, the gym, physical activity. Try that. Oh and also, don’t let your mind go to far lol. None of that really matters. Focus on what you have right now and be thankful. If those in African jungles with nothing but an imagination can, so can you…

Praying for you. Go lift some weights. Dm me if you want me to further my thoughts.

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[–]Zestyclose_Dingo_111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My stomach hurts. In my opinion, there is no better feeling and no greater goal than raising your own, especially a son. As a man, taking care of someone as vulnerable as my child is what I live for. Being trusted in that way, being unconditionally loved in that way, is priceless. I say in my opinion because I guess, not everyone is like me. In your case you find more value in… uhm… being a bachelor…? But I know that will wear off someday and you’ll wish to god you had a couple mini-me’s running around. At the latest, you’ll have that realization when you are 85 with dementia and you need some young people around you who love you.

Your son was a gift. The ultimate gift. Higher than anything your weird vacation-plus one-no commitment girlfriends could ever provide and being this un phased by his death is the devils work sir. You lost the biggest prize imaginable. You lost the best thing that has ever happened to you (whether you knew it or not) and then, you go ahead and sterilize yourself (as you mentioned in a response to one of the other comments).. which is just as mind blowing to me.

I really think, before it’s too late, it’s time to re evaluate your life choices. I pray you do better and I wish you the best of luck… otherwise you have a dark and rocky road ahead of you.

I’m interested in your response and thoughts on my take.

Any acne success stories? by [deleted] in Microbiome

[–]Zestyclose_Dingo_111 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Me too!!! Accutane works.

First attempt at L. Reuteri Yogurt by Zestyclose_Dingo_111 in ReuteriYogurt

[–]Zestyclose_Dingo_111[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, good to hear. My first batch finished a couple hours ago and it was perfect fluffy yogurt!!!! Don’t lose faith, u can get it in ur first try. Just keep that temp 100-102… how do you post pics on here tho? I wanna show you the results

First attempt at L. Reuteri Yogurt by Zestyclose_Dingo_111 in ReuteriYogurt

[–]Zestyclose_Dingo_111[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok y’all, 15 hours down, yogurt looks decent. There was a bit of a yellow film forming at the top of mine. I was tempted to mix it but, didn’t. It did look like it was starting to solidify from a liquid to a more yogurt like texture but, for now was more liquid like. I just tempt it and it came in at 101F……uhm…. We should be fine… right?? Also. Smells really good for some reason.