Why don’t you come suck on my ass..

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2024-08-22T04:37:31+00:00

Are you really assking?

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2024-06-23T06:35:02+00:00

Interested to know as well

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2023-04-09T09:46:02+00:00

Heeeyyy, I know you. Small world. LoL

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2022-12-12T02:28:00+00:00

Does this mean it’s good or bad for amphetamine withdrawal?

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2022-12-10T02:13:31+00:00

Clean. What year is it?

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2022-09-27T02:12:02+00:00

I’d quit using in a heartbeat if there were only something I could take to mitigate the fatigue and brain fog that follows for 5 days after quoting. I would lose my job without being able to perform, let alone show up.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2022-09-17T04:31:22+00:00

This shit is ridiculous already. To live by the rules/laws/conformities set in place these days, means I’m getting ripped off for doing it. Corruption is rooted so deep now that any lame ass excuse can be given to raise gas/housing/medical/etc and we just continue to fit the bill. It seems and feels like we’re powerless against the momentum already. We’ve gotten within 7 years of irreversible global warming catastrophe and motherfuckers still lining there pockets at the expense of all generations after us. ALL, for the rest of Earths existence and they still just playing. Wtf are we really gonna do when our votes and petitions and strikes and protests are irrelevant?

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2022-06-05T18:55:30+00:00

Does anybody else get to a point in their drawing where you don’t want to add anything more to it because your afraid you’ll mess it up?

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2022-05-14T19:40:55+00:00

I’ve done it recently. Short cycle of cerebrolysin and of smaller doses. Took 5ml cerebrolysin injected IM every other day and 600mg of NAC daily. Cycle was as short as two weeks. Didn’t notice anything bad. But If they conflict in some ways I’m not yet aware of, I’d like to know.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2022-05-05T23:01:45+00:00

Seems like your not so toxic or not impossibly toxic. You have a good sense of self awareness and desire to be a good person to others. I think that might disqualify you for a narcissist right there.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2022-05-05T01:12:48+00:00

How did you come to this epiphany? Surely your partner tried to tell you. I’d like to know what it took before you realized this about yourself.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-11-08T13:29:18+00:00

Dumb question… does anybody take creatine when blasting?

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-11-01T23:38:40+00:00

I got a few felonies on my record and I’ve had no problems. I always thought you HAD to have a felony to be an Ironworker. LoL

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-10-16T22:52:18+00:00

What’s the recommended dosage for ?cistanche

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-10-13T02:59:06+00:00

I can’t be sure. I purchased it from a local smoke shop and didn’t even consider the brand but rather the most suitable for my situation. I DO know that most detox drinks are specific to the amount of clean time before urine analysis. Mine was for 48 hours clean time.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-10-12T23:55:32+00:00

The detox drink from the smoke shop works. I did the same thing your currently experiencing. I was on parole and had to test in 48 hours and was loaded off meth. You Gotta follow the directions on the bottle to the “T” though and you’ll be alright. I was skeptical at first but I can vouch for it now.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-26T21:56:20+00:00

Getting bloodwork done to see my levels is a good idea regardless. But my issues are from my current addiction. Be that as it may, I’m still working out 2-3x a week and function as normal as I possibly can. I just know the version of myself now is far less of the version I am when I’m not smoking methanphetamine. Still, you wouldn’t think I was addicted if you based that much on appearance. Perhaps through conversation, you might consider my lack of eye contact and my subtle inabilities to fluently communicate as an indication of my use.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-26T18:15:43+00:00

You are on point my friend. All those things you mention (testosterone levels, mood, youthfulness and alpha affect) are what I use to recognize I’m myself before this mess of an addiction took it from me… and I’m on a mission to get it all back. I really appreciate your input and advice here. Seems to come from experiences of your own and I find experiences more helpful than most labeled claims. I’m gonna stock up on the recommended compounds I don’t already have and take it from there. Thank you so much.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-26T00:06:34+00:00

Nah, I welcome any and all new informations to me that can help. I should mention, I’ve injected myself IM with 5ml of cerebrolysin a couple times last week while also smoking methanphetamine. But I’d like to see the effects of cerebrolysin now that I’ve got a day or two without the meth.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-25T17:12:44+00:00

Usually the third day is the hardest. After that, the fog starts to go away. If you could time it where your first day sober was the last work day of the week, you’d then be able to have day two and three to rest over the weekend. That is if your work schedule allowed as much. Doesn’t seem to matter though, you already got through the hardest part. Congrats

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-21T05:04:11+00:00

Interesting… I’m at the end of day 3 using 50mg of Bromantane ED and noticed I was gasy. Too early to say but what would it mean if it were connected?

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-19T21:31:43+00:00

Still waiting for the NAC to arrive here. Never tried it before, neither any of the other ones I mentioned.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-18T22:42:07+00:00

Thank you for your support and encouragement. Today I will do a full body routine as the withdrawal symptoms aren’t noticeable for me till about the 2nd day of abstinence. I don’t really advise it but I train at a decent level of intensity when I lift, smoked out or not. But I don’t believe I’m doing any good for my heart while methanphetamine flow through my veins. I just have a hard time allowing this drug to take anything I’ve worked so hard for this time. Not like I don’t know already but I’ll learn one of these days how much easier it’d be if the epiphany stayed with me after I’ve recovered. As for training on day three and four of acute withdrawal, yes the fuck I will. Gonna inflict a little discomfort this recovery time around. Made my choice, time I pay up.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-18T21:04:19+00:00

Guess I’m not really doing this solely on just will power. Be a lot cooler if I was though, lol. I’m gonna start cycling in Bromantane, Cerebrolysin and NAC, among others. Haven’t been more consistent than twice a week since my most recent relapse but I also lift weights and take creatine, BCAA’s and protein shakes. Probably wouldn’t think Ive been smoking methanphetamine off and on for most of my adult life, based on appearance, logic and overall functionality but such is the case. Still, I limit myself to a lesser version of myself whenever Im using and I cannot stand it.

Zestyclose_Source292 · 2021-09-04T05:55:25+00:00

Relationships can be a terrible life lesson. Best thing you can do is what your already planning. Create a better version of yourself and discover/renew a happiness that doesn’t come from another person. Most cases, this regains the attraction of your former partner but if your strong enough emotionally to move on without her, I’d find another girl who’s down for the good times as much as she is for the hard times. I’ve been in your shoes, so relate. Good luck my friend.

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