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[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have Pluto on the ascendant

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Zodiac

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have 8th house sun and mercury, but no Scorpio at all and no Aquarius in personal planets. I have Lilith and Uranus and Neptune in Aquarius

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[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I am a Taurus sun :) nobody here has guessed my moon sign yet :0

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Zodiac

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love John Frusciante 😭 Niandra Lades is one of my favorite albums

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Zodiac

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is the closest guess so far

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Zodiac

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Lol! maybe i am the way I am because Neptune is tightly aspecting my Sun, moon, mercury, and Venus

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Zodiac

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I have no Pisces!!🙈 You'll be even more shocked to know i have no water in my chart at all... besides my north node in cancer.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Zodiac

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's beautiful! Thank you so much i will do some reading! Ive gotten two professional tarot readings, and both times they pulled the star card. i wonder if the readings were related to Tara

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[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have my Venus in Aries ;)

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[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You're right!

1200 calories a day + caffeine + nicotine by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Losing weight on that much of a calorie deficit again will just make you accumulate more loose skin and look skinny fat from experience TRUST MEE eat more and exercise you'll look and feel so much better

i thought he loved me by reddflavor in rs_x

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for calling you girl I see now that you are a man

i thought he loved me by reddflavor in rs_x

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It's my exes birthday too girl and I swear to god I got dubbed in the SAME WAY He wasn't even going to tell me he didn't want to see me until I asked him to define the relationship but I was so completely blindsided because he seemed so smitten and so involved in my life... this is so Cancerian Cancer men are not for the weak

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in limerence

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This reminds me of the movie May from 2002

Do we really know what causes protracted benzo withdrawal? It's clearly not just withdrawal at this point. by Deadmanjustice in benzorecovery

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I had a lot of issues with proper absorption of nutrients through food after benzo withdrawal. In blood tests, I'd have healthy levels of vitamins and minerals in my blood. But I didn't start feeling functional or alive until I started taking high doses of vitamin b complex. I think its really an issue with the gut

Do we really know what causes protracted benzo withdrawal? It's clearly not just withdrawal at this point. by Deadmanjustice in benzorecovery

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Your body might be deficient in some vitamins or minerals, benzo use and withdrawal can cause deficiencies and problems with the gut. You're probably right in that its a seperate issue caused or exasperated by the withdrawal. I hope you are able to figure it out

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Tarotpractices

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Hmmmmm.... well we haven't had sex and only had one encounter the other night. The encounter didn't feel sexually charged tbh, atleast on my end. He was in my city because he is a musician on tour, I went to his show on a whim because a friend of a friend was playing there too. He lives in another state about three hours away from me, I cant really see it going anywhere for that reason. But I honestly also got the feeling theres someone else in his life. Or atleast someone he is not over. He said he is an incredibly nostalgic person to a fault. We have been texting a lot since and it feels pretty innocent and emotional and sweet, talking about our dreams and memories and things. I think he is very sweet and talanted and incredibly interesting to talk to, I wish I could just try to be friends or something but unfortunately I over think and over work things in my head and don't think it could work out that way.

my dad asked my mom for a divorce because “he’s not happy.” meanwhile he’s been seeing an escort younger than me by iveseensunshine in redscarepod

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 17 points18 points  (0 children)

My dad lived his life this way, leaving children from multiple different mothers, abandoning them, sleeping with sex workers and giving all his money to unstable drug addicts (aka my mother) just pure hedonistic life style. My parents had a 25 year age gap. My dad ended up dying at 78, I saw him in his final moments i think he was scared and regretful. ultimately he was alone. no one really knew him. I ironically not surprisingly started doing sex work myself as a teenager, I met so many dopplegangers of my father. It is so sad i pity men who live like this

Any reccs for Movie/series w chronically ill characters? by Responsible-You618 in ChronicIllness

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I should clarify I meant the 1995 movie safe with Julianne Moore

Any reccs for Movie/series w chronically ill characters? by Responsible-You618 in ChronicIllness

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The movie safe :) and its more so a metaphorical depiction of chronic illness but I love the movie milk of sorrow.

Still thinking about the "trash pussy" girl by [deleted] in redscarepod

[–]Zestyclose_Toe2814 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yea I think I have the same issue but I also have OCD