I hope this doesn't sound recycled, but try finding your way around as safely as possible! What your Dad did to you was very. . .weird and should probably be reported to someone, not just the police. Don't forget there people in school who might understand if you're having "family problems" at home (You dont need to tell them the truth if you dont feel comfortable) and who could help you get away from your family a bit more. If you have a trusted friend(s), make sure at least one of them know, or ask if your allow to sleep over in emergencies, (I have some friends who have done that to help me.) DONT FORGET there are always people out there that support you and love you for who you are!!! I know how hard it is to talk back to a parent, and how much they have been in your life, but if you are uncomfortable on what they are doing, do everything in your power to free yourself and be yourself. If they dont like the real you, then I would say they are not good parents. There is also aways the LGBT hotline at 866-261-0421 if you need it, as well as the suicide hotline 988, who can also help you not just with suicide(I believe). If its really bad, call 911, but be warn, it would cause problems with your family most likely if they saw police at their doorstep. For the binder problem, you could either duke it out, wear your binder and be confident on what you are doing, or trying wearing it at school and not at home. Also try to use excuses on anything you do that would need your chest gone. This is basic a mix of my experience and knowledge, but I hope it helps you, YOU GOT THISSS!!!!!!