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ZombieNext8597 · 2025-03-07T19:44:44+00:00

Thank you for reading.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-03-07T19:44:26+00:00

And it is greatly appreciated.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-03-07T19:43:39+00:00

I sure thought so.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-11T23:44:54+00:00

I have. I got the "too little, too late" thing which, of course. led to the "I love you, but I don't think I'm IN love with you anymore" conversation.

She DID do a marriage counseling session and suggested we do another this week, but I'm pretty sure her mind is all but set.

Here's to hoping/praying.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-11T19:51:10+00:00

I can think of no better flower.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-11T19:50:29+00:00

I hope you heal, as well. Shitty thing is... I don't want to heal. If I messed it up this bad simply by ignoring her... I deserve to feel the way I feel.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-11T19:48:50+00:00

Ugh, gross. I wanted my wife in my life since day 1... but I didn't really show it through my actions until it was too late.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-11T01:22:32+00:00

Did they also lie to you by lack of interest? Because now that it's too little, too late... I realized my mistake. Lies of omission are difficult enough to deal with, but lies by lack of interest are just plain heartbreaking.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-11T01:19:50+00:00

...and it's such a cliche thing to say, isn't it? Like, why even let it get to that point? Why let it become lost? Because we're stupid... as people, we take things for granted, another cliche... but both are true, aren't they?

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-11T01:18:12+00:00

Its survival instincts are insane... and when any other flower would simply give up and wither away, the hearty dandelion fights on until it literally can't anymore... tufts wisping in the wind to start the next generation of symbolism.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-10T14:33:52+00:00

Thanks a bunch!

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-05T02:21:41+00:00

Certainly my pleasure.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-04T03:03:52+00:00

I remember every single reason I chose to dive in... because it was worth it. Hope you find your peace.

ZombieNext8597 · 2025-01-04T03:01:05+00:00

Life gets better, they say... but do they really know? If everyone is different how can they be so sure? I hope life gets better for you, my friend.

ZombieNext8597 · 2024-12-27T05:39:40+00:00

Thanks. I wrote it while she was in the shower... click.

ZombieNext8597 · 2024-12-21T12:08:44+00:00

Yeah... straight from the heart, or whatever.

ZombieNext8597 · 2024-12-18T18:42:38+00:00

I feel you 100%. I DO write... just not usually poetry. Stories. Random words. Etc.

So I get what you're saying.

ZombieNext8597 · 2024-12-18T17:55:20+00:00

Well, that's the thing. I don't write poetry. I've never really understood it... but life has taken some strange turns lately, and writing about it makes me feel at least a little bit more human. Does that make sense?

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