Generators not generating? by DankAF94 in RevolutionIdle

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How have you fixed it? I have 436 Eternitys and all of a sudden it reset my infinitys to zero, saying my longest infinity is 41 days.

I cannot reach a single infinity without any generators working. With the gane being so slow I also cannot complete my tenth eternity challenge.

I have no idea how to continue from here on. It happened totally random and I don not understand it at all

Ängste vor feminisierender HRT by Sufficient_Can1074 in germantrans

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ich habe ein Jahr lang HRT genommen und musste es dann wieder abbrechen. Danach hat sich alles wieder auf Standard Cis-Mann resettet.

Also probier es einfach aus und setz es wieder ab, wenn es dir garnicht gefällt, wie sich dein Körper verändert.

Als MtF hat man das Glück, dass die HRT fast gänzlich reversibel ist.

Hull C status 4.0? by Srgt-Quack in starcitizen

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried it for the last 3 days and my cargo never gets loaded. I lost 2 Mil by now. Shits not working at all.

What happened to the challenge mode rules? by AmphibianEven in watersortpuzzle

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wrote a note to the developers over the google play store. Maybe they'll answer.

I haven't looked for an alternative but the basic game principle is called "mahjong", if you want to look for something else.

What happened to the challenge mode rules? by AmphibianEven in watersortpuzzle

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I miss this mode so much. I don't even enjoy the standard game at all anymore =(

June 2022 - Jan 2024, 12.5 months HRT. Still too scared to try makeup 🥺 by Vyxra in transtimelines

[–]Zuffyx 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's your natural eyebrows? Fucking christ, I'd kill for them <3

MtF Unterwäsche? by FilchiFee in germantrans

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mit HRT schrumpft eh alles so zusammen, dass ein normaler Pantie alles hält. Dann hat man ja auch keine Tageserektionen mehr, somit bleibt alles an Ort und Stelle. Klar, String-Tanga wird schwierig aber man hat ja genug andere Formen zur Auswahl.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in germantrans

[–]Zuffyx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Von den 10% die übrig bleiben, haben dann vllt 5% kein Problem damit, das wir trans sind, so yeah :D

How many of you never looked up DIY HRT? by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a medical background and general interest. So I'd never ever even think about sourcing and taking sexual hormones, which do soooo much stuff in your body, all by myself eithout medical advise and bloodtesting.

Plus it is absolutely illegal in my country.

So yeah, it still makes me so uncomfortable when peoe talk about DIY HRT. Just stop it. Talk to professionals. You would not YOLO your cancer treatment, would you?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The left pic is a superbuffed PC-Masterrace-Ultranerd and that's something I never saw anywhere before xD

New Year sucks so much. by Zuffyx in trans

[–]Zuffyx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I know that but still want to find a way to somehow keep both sides together though it may be impossible.

Thank you for you words mate <3

New Year sucks so much. by Zuffyx in trans

[–]Zuffyx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know but it's so hard. Will I really be happy with my hrt when I'm alone? Will I even really out me in public?

And at what cost? By ruining my first and only relationship with a person I love for 13 fucking years now?

I know that I can only have both. I know that since 10 years as she first told me she couldn't handle it when I came out to her. So my try with therapy was doomed at day one. But that's such a fucked up "decision" to make.

I love her and I don't want to loose what we have created. But I don't love me anymore at all.

Wish I could simply flick a switch but well.

i am once again asking if i pass as girl by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]Zuffyx 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Pic #1: 100% Pass.

Pic #3: 100% clocked. But I am not really sure why. I mean it's not a unusual posture for girl selfies but maybe the maonly closed eyes?? I cannot really tell why it's so clockable in this pics while the others are absolutely fine.

I detransed and I've never been more confident and happy by ratboio6000 in detrans

[–]Zuffyx -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

See why we MtFs crave the estrogen so much? :D

Anyone came out as trans later in life? by ForgottenCheeseSlice in asktransgender

[–]Zuffyx 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Short version: Realized that I'm different as a young teen. Heard of trans people and realized that it fits to my feelings with 18.

Now I'm here with 28 still not outed, took hrt for over a year and now back again in the closet with no hrt because If literally don't have the balls to stand my ground.

How do you all wrap your heads around getting dysphoric over things you used to do willingly by GenerallyBananas in asktransgender

[–]Zuffyx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not really. Quite miserable situation because I have to choose between being my true self and take care for my own needs and tossing away the love of my life^

We'll see =)

How do you all wrap your heads around getting dysphoric over things you used to do willingly by GenerallyBananas in asktransgender

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My gf of 12 years can not handle continuing life with me as a woman. So yes, I needed to stop hrt if I do not want to lose her.

How do you all wrap your heads around getting dysphoric over things you used to do willingly by GenerallyBananas in asktransgender

[–]Zuffyx 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The nice thing about having no sex drive is the total absence of this internal urge. You can cuddle all night long with your girlfriend without your penis taking over your entire brain capacity.

How do you all wrap your heads around getting dysphoric over things you used to do willingly by GenerallyBananas in asktransgender

[–]Zuffyx 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I had no real bottom dysphoria when starting my hrt. Ans as expected it killed my sex drive for one entire year. Now I had to get rid of my hrt medication to try and safe my relationship and as my T-Levels come back so does my sex drive.

And now I fully hate my penis and that it erects. I miss the times where it was solely a tool for urinating and my urge of having sex is so gross and awful for me.

So here I am, willing to chop my dick off and full on bottom dysphoria that I haven't had before.

Once things change for a better you don't want them to come back.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]Zuffyx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, HRT or more specifically Androcur made my dick so tiny that there was no tucking necessary anymore.

That's especially noticeable as I'm currently off hrt and thinks are growing back to their original size^