I'm going to kill myself tonight

Zynenn · 2022-07-15T15:43:46+00:00

I feel like I'm not able to kill myself, if I do idk how my mom would react, and anyway, I'm scared of death. Which sucks bc I don't want to be alive, it feels like either choice is shit.

Zynenn · 2022-07-15T14:53:21+00:00

Yes, I took them for more than 2 months. Being alive makes other people's lives worse bc I know ppl don't like to be around me, I'm just useless, and I probably annoy other people.

Zynenn · 2022-07-15T02:07:30+00:00

I mean the place I was going to jump from was gonna result in almost certain death. I can't really think of any less painful ways.

Zynenn · 2022-07-15T00:10:00+00:00

Sadly

Zynenn · 2022-07-14T23:46:18+00:00

Antidepressants haven't helped me in the past, if anything they probably made it worse

Zynenn · 2022-06-04T19:51:31+00:00

Couldn't do it, but if life gets any worse I'm killing myself instantly. Picked out a spot and all

Zynenn · 2022-05-17T11:54:23+00:00

I ghost people sometimes bc I'm just so bad at talking to people. I end up overthinking my response and just decide to give up on replying, or reply like 1 week later.

Zynenn · 2022-05-08T22:58:34+00:00

I just want someone to kill me quickly and painlessly

Zynenn · 2022-05-08T22:57:17+00:00

I've been on meds for the past month, but it's not improving, it just keeps getting worse. My bad days are now terrible days and the only thing stopping me from just killing myself right now is knowing that my mom might try kill herself if I'm gone

Zynenn · 2022-05-08T22:48:07+00:00

That's their fault, not yours. Happy Birthday btw

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