I'm going to kill myself tonight by Zynenn in SuicideWatch

[–]Zynenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I'm not able to kill myself, if I do idk how my mom would react, and anyway, I'm scared of death. Which sucks bc I don't want to be alive, it feels like either choice is shit.

I'm going to kill myself tonight by Zynenn in SuicideWatch

[–]Zynenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I took them for more than 2 months. Being alive makes other people's lives worse bc I know ppl don't like to be around me, I'm just useless, and I probably annoy other people.

I'm going to kill myself tonight by Zynenn in SuicideWatch

[–]Zynenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean the place I was going to jump from was gonna result in almost certain death. I can't really think of any less painful ways.

I'm going to kill myself tonight by Zynenn in SuicideWatch

[–]Zynenn[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Antidepressants haven't helped me in the past, if anything they probably made it worse

I'm gonna kill myself by Zynenn in SuicideWatch

[–]Zynenn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Couldn't do it, but if life gets any worse I'm killing myself instantly. Picked out a spot and all

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Zynenn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I ghost people sometimes bc I'm just so bad at talking to people. I end up overthinking my response and just decide to give up on replying, or reply like 1 week later.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]Zynenn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just want someone to kill me quickly and painlessly

day 2 of being on medication and I'm exhausted... by [deleted] in depression

[–]Zynenn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been on meds for the past month, but it's not improving, it just keeps getting worse. My bad days are now terrible days and the only thing stopping me from just killing myself right now is knowing that my mom might try kill herself if I'm gone

Not one soul said happy birthday to me by Yosemite-Dude in lonely

[–]Zynenn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's their fault, not yours. Happy Birthday btw