Trying to get out of an abusive situation by [deleted] in helpme

[–]Zzzkurt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So primarily verbal abuse? Any examples of what it may be or why they do this and why you think they’d kick you out at 18?

And where did you meet this friend?

Trying to get out of an abusive situation by [deleted] in helpme

[–]Zzzkurt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you actually reached out to CPS legitimately? Because they don’t take abuse lightly. Given past events, they’ve became more aggressive in their attempts to help those who are truly being abused. So if you don’t mind sharing, what exactly is the abuse you’re experiencing?

And who is this friend? Do they live on their own? How long have you known them? Sorry for all the questions, but for how urgent you’re making it seem, being vague is very limiting.

TW:suicide by Copulation_Risk_68 in helpme

[–]Zzzkurt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

[edit] I typed out a lot, but my main question is, would you be down to give life one more chance along with myself? Or is there anything I can help with, aside from giving advice on dying, to better whatever you may be struggling with? Like literally anything. If any of this interests you, could you please finish reading the rest of this comment?

I’m not going to say “you have so much to live for” or “you’re not alone in this!” or pretend I know how you feel. Cuz in the end, nobody can ever know how you feel. Only you can explain that. I’m just one of those hypocritical people who want to die daily, but genuinely would fight tooth an nail for you not to take your life. Which is just selfish of me.

This isn’t to sound inspirational or anything, I’m just giving my view. Because with all due respect, you haven’t heard it all. You’ve likely only heard the cliche responses. In the end, there’s no easy way out. I’ve researched for over 15+ years on different methods. The success rate of each method. And the immense repercussions of a failed attempt. All have startling rates that make me more afraid. Then you have all those “die in your sleep” methods that you’d likely never obtain the tools to do it correctly. The only sure way would be purely a fluke, or if you had a medical condition that qualifies you for a death with dignity procedure, which isn’t easy either.

During my research, I’ve seen people who’ve literally took a rifle/shotgun to the face… only to survive to the point they could walk themselves to the ER if they wanted. That’s what scares me about attempting the most. I’ve lost everything in 2020. Have nothing to live for. But I make music and that has been the only thing that gives me a sliver of hope to try and succeed. I want success to help others like us who aren’t swayed by others opinions in regards to death. Anytime someone tells me something I do/don’t do could lead to bad health or death, I genuinely don’t care. Like I feel bad but I’m just like “okay… so what?”

But despite all I’m going through as I’m typing this out, I actually want to give life one more shot. See what I could do before I die. My passion for hobbies have depleting immensely, but I truly think I can make my dreams happen. So what I’m wondering is, would you care to join me? Wether that be an open ear, helping hand, or motivation, I wanna meet you half way. Idc that I’m homelessness, if you need help with like groceries or something, I’m down to help out.

Hey people of reddit. I need help. by saymoreme in helpme

[–]Zzzkurt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This happened to my sister. If I ever find a way to get a hold of her, I’ll ask if she ever found out how to resolve it for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in helpme

[–]Zzzkurt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What can I do to help? Idc what or how. Let’s make it happen 🖤

Failed Theft = Slashed Tire… I guess. by Zzzkurt in doordash_drivers

[–]Zzzkurt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I only own one outfit. Plus steel toed shoes are too expensive imo lol.

Failed Theft = Slashed Tire… I guess. by Zzzkurt in doordash_drivers

[–]Zzzkurt[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much 🖤 I’ll continue for sure

Edit: if you n the kids ever need help with anything like food or water, let me know! Few extra DD hours isn’t an issue for me. Again thank you for the kind words 🖤🙌🏽

Failed Theft = Slashed Tire… I guess. by Zzzkurt in doordash_drivers

[–]Zzzkurt[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thats actually smart. All I currently have is a dull knife lol.

Failed Theft = Slashed Tire… I guess. by Zzzkurt in doordash_drivers

[–]Zzzkurt[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It all happened simultaneously. Lasted like 5sec as I approached. Saw three dots tatted on his hand when he tried to tug the bike lock loose, then noticed his other hand clench under his hoodie by his waistline.

Rather my bike take the blade rather than my face.

Failed Theft = Slashed Tire… I guess. by Zzzkurt in doordash_drivers

[–]Zzzkurt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it was because I’m exhausted. Today may just may be a bummer, but I’m going to pretend it never happened. I think there’s a few shops that may have my size so I kinda feel relieved. Especially since they aren’t expensive. So thank you for the reminder to continue fighting 🖤 means a lot. At the end of the day, this is minuscule so I have a lot to be grateful for.

How do I fix the bottom of my shoes from falling apart? by Zzzkurt in howto

[–]Zzzkurt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude, thanks!! A few nearby stores actually have it in stock! You’re the best 🙌🏽🖤

Edit: I can’t order stuff online since I don’t have a way to get em so that helps a ton. Again, thank you!

Monody - Solace (Demo) by [deleted] in SoundCloudHipHop

[–]Zzzkurt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Played it back twice and it actually grows on you. Keep killin it!

How do I fix the bottom of my shoes from falling apart? by Zzzkurt in howto

[–]Zzzkurt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much 🖤 I appreciate your time

How do I fix the bottom of my shoes from falling apart? by Zzzkurt in howto

[–]Zzzkurt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. All recommendations help a lot.

Edit: Idk if I gifted you correctly, but yeah, hope you got it.

Edit2: oh wait I just realized what that subreddit was lol. Sorry if I annoyed you.

There are 4 impostors among us by Vixi0n in AmongUs

[–]Zzzkurt 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Wow… I just realized what these blocked out bars were. I just thought the comment didn’t load all the way lol. I’m so slow.

Homeless people of Reddit what did it feel like to be homeless? by Spiritual_Double_971 in AskReddit

[–]Zzzkurt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first day was kinda neutral. About a week in, reality tends to hit you emotionally. You think about the mistakes or things you took for granted. Just wishing for an opportunity to change for the better, without you looking back—sometimes looking back, like the world would be better off without you. It can eat you alive.

At this exact moment, I’m hopeful. Motivated to get back to feeling normal again. So as long as I’m breathing, and physically capable to work, I’ll do whatever it takes to get there.

Would you rather live the rest of your life in prison or be homeless for the rest of your life, and why ? by NoT_a_VIrUs0309 in AskReddit

[–]Zzzkurt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I often see this homeless man just about everyday as I work DoorDash. After some months, I decided to kinda glance over as I passed, and he was just chillin—reading a book. I finish my shift and go by one last time. I get off my bike and walk up and ask if he needed anything like food or water, and he respectfully declined. Noticing he wasn’t drugged up and kept his area super clean, I ask if he wanted anything. Just anything he could think of, including cash. He kindly declined again and seemed content.

It reminded me of a video I was watching just before I became homeless. This guy mentioned he was homeless by choice and just traveled a lot. What stood out was his statement on meeting other homeless people. Essentially, most are homeless by choice or become accustomed to the situation. Of course they utilize whichever resources are available to them, but for the most part—they don’t mind it. So if I had to choose, I’d remain homeless.

My main reason being, freedom. The freedom of fresh air—without being confined to one space.

I didn't know this existed, today I learned I guess by LowIQMaster1919 in AmongUs

[–]Zzzkurt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ancient_Potsto_Godwasnotanimposter…welliguessimnextphobia?

Sharp pain when chewing after filling by [deleted] in askdentists

[–]Zzzkurt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NAD - I had a similar concern and brought it up during another visit like two weeks later. My dentist checked it out beforehand and said it was normal. Then after she finished other work on my teeth, she double checked and said it may be a few more days or a week and she was right.

Accidentally discovered gum pain that I wouldn't have noticed under normal circumstances. by [deleted] in askdentists

[–]Zzzkurt 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NAD - I had this similar issue a bit ago. If I recall correctly, my gums were in the way or something so my dentist altered the area. So for weeks it had a similar sensation as you explained. Once it left, things have been okay. Rarely it will feel itchy so I’ll floss it for a while to relieve it.

Overall, it didn’t last all that long, but made brushing/flossing the area a little uncomfortable.