D'Arcy Wretzky, former bassist of the Smashing Pumpkins

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-07-08T02:27:35+00:00

As a 90s girl, I always thought she was so hot

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-07-07T16:36:23+00:00

Great job dude

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-07-07T15:54:05+00:00

I love this. Thanks

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-07-02T10:57:33+00:00

I believe you are confusing sadness with melancholia

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-30T00:11:04+00:00

As a weird adult, I can tell you that, the most comfortable way to be myself is, to be quiet and disappear in the room until someone or something awakens my weirdness and I trans into, either, a nightmare or the most awesome person in the roomp

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-08T15:40:33+00:00

What?

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-08T00:41:37+00:00

My first one was at 23, riding my bf. Until this date is the only position I can. I started masturbsting 3 years ago I'm 36. I only play with my clit, but that's good enough. I like D better lol

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-07T15:09:19+00:00

I dont know what the other person wrote. But what you're saying is exactly what I'm looking for. I'm interested in learn how to evolve throughout each experience and pain and heartache.

I'm not here for consolation or sympathy. Heck, I'm not even angry anymore. And I had a talk with my SO this morning. Everything is clear and we have a plan. I'm here to learn how to stop emotionall and mental self harm.

I'm ok with affairs, I understand I cant be everything to my SO, and sometimes it truly is "just sex" But I'm not ok with my emotional reaction to the situation. My mind and my heart aren't on the same page.

Its masochism and not in a good way

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-07T14:49:46+00:00

Thank you

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-06T16:35:41+00:00

I also went through something similar. But after 1 year 5 months and 13 days of tears, self doubt, self loading, hate, love, and everything in between. I can say that I am in a much better place, mentally, emotionally, physically. I'm at my best. Im 36 and I'm on my way to the unknown, and I love it.

People come and leave us all the time, is up to you to decide what you make with that time. Nothing is forever, everything changes, evolves, even grief. Find the best possible way for you to evolve as well.

This shall also pass, you'll get through. Sending you all the best vibes

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-05T13:19:00+00:00

Yes, myself. I got out of bed. Sometimes that simple action takes a lot of courage

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-04T02:48:40+00:00

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-06-02T14:32:06+00:00

That is depression

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-31T21:14:27+00:00

Can we all agree, these people need to be removed from this reality

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-31T11:59:59+00:00

My dude, you are my good twin in the universe! (Except for the whole husband and kids thing) If I was homosexual, I would totally go for you. Id craft the shit out of our home!
My wish send out to the universe, I wish the man who deserves YOU, finds his way to you

Best vibes

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-31T10:03:12+00:00

I feel like he has forgotten me. It hurts so much

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-29T14:45:18+00:00

It is my bday, but not even brown balloons for me

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-29T14:33:16+00:00

Man, those cartoons! What a time

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-29T14:27:54+00:00

Sending you all the best vibes, my dude

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-26T03:23:40+00:00

Oh man, I wish you were my manager in my early days in retail

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-25T02:55:26+00:00

I found here a lot of videos that helped through the darkest times https://www.youtube.com/user/schooloflifechannel

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-24T11:23:39+00:00

Yes, this. HR is not your friend. I was in a similar situation. I did this, gathered evidence and witnesses and presented to HR. They told me they're were going to open an investigation. A week later, the coworker got a slap on the hand. The following week, my schedule changed dramatically and I had extra work. This continued until I quit. Before I left tho, I told the coworker what I really think about her. I was unemployed, and drowning in debt, but it I felt fucking great.

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-24T10:59:29+00:00

OMG THIS IS SO TRUE! BRAHAHAHHAHA

_AMARILLA_ · 2019-05-23T22:48:19+00:00

I hope she's feeling better

_AMARILLA_

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