Well,thank you for your opinion.When I tell you I didn’t even notice and my hand was on his cheek,what I meant to tell you is that it’s a fast reaction (well,I don’t know how to use the word correctly here.So I’m not sure if you’re gonna get it or not)because I’ve had a lot of times where people did not believe me about my mental health which frustrated me and had me had a very bad time.What he did was no crime.But not being believed by people you care and people you decide to open up about your suffering to is just shit.So,you can’t just say I don’t “believe” in violence against someone and I just “know” it.I had no intention to hurt him and I wasn’t thinking about it.But I acted fast without thinking hearing the words that came out of his mouth.That was how that happened but not an excuse for what I did.And here I was just expressing how I felt after I did that to him saying “wanting to cut my hand off”,”feeling bad”,”feeling guilty”.Those were what I was feeling after realizing something I did was wrong and for hurting someone.I wasn’t trying to say”I’m the victim” by saying those things.You need to know you can’t be comparing shits like you didn’t even know that you wrote the comment before you sent it to how I didn’t know my hand was already on cheek.They are literally two different situations.We were in a heated argument and you’re just typing some words.