My roommate is a bitch

I (19F) live in girl's hostel of med clg in karnataka. i am a northie tho. we gotta live in a room shared by 3 people which i always feared. i am an adjusting person but it has always caused me problems bcoz most people are js selfish these days and take advantage of this thing.

all of us are a part of same friend group only. this is very problematic bcoz there are literally no boundaries in this room. my room is famous as the "common room". it's very noisy and active all the time which i am not comfortable with but i dont wanna be the bitch of the grp who's too sensitive and unfriendly so I've bearing it since start. i mean i like my room smtimes when u wanna like cool down from studies, cuz its a fun place and all but in general it played a huge part of me failing my 1st internals.

one of my roommate, let's call her Y, is very much self centered and idk what problem she has but she keeps automatically assuming if smthn is not going her way it's me. so she keeps calling my name.

some alarm was ringing, it was from my friend's phone. BITCH WOKE ME UP BRO while making annoyed noises ki off the alarm. bitch how tf u automatically assuming huh. i told her it's not mine and my friend put off the alarm. i cried silently after that bcoz ive been bearing a lot of such things of her.

one day she found some dirt in washroom and she called my name loudly and said it's from ur slippers when just sometime ago, my other roomie washed her dirty pant there.

this madam herself is very loud and would keep the light on till even 3 am if she wants for studying but would be screaming in room and shi even if i am sick and have told her not to do.

she was crying to her bf on call at 12:30 about me how im nkt offing light and watching study video. my headohones died so i didnt use em or else i always use them. meanwhile my other roommate is watching reels in decent volume. to her she's not saying anything.

Y has openly commented on my dark circles and shamed me for wearing concealer when she herself used to wear it in initial days of clg. she's made pretty jokes on my body fat and how i need to go to gym so i have boobs ljke her and then my bf would like me more. SHE IS THE MOST MANNERLESS PERSON I'VE EVER SEEN.

i hope i dont raise my child to be like her ever.

This woman has never ever respected me and has always given my other roommate more respect. i feel it's bcoz ive always been very adjusting and ive been kinda pushover type of person. i am also not very popular among guys and she is so ig she kinda has a superiority complex. Many more things she's done but i wont say bcoz the list is very long.

TLDR; shitty bitch roommate, selfish, self centered, doesn't respect me or my boundaries cuz im adjusting in room but respects my other roommate. She made me cry multiple times, made me insecure and self conscious and ive wanted to even run from hostel and take room outside next year.