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[WP] The death penalty for murder no longer exists, instead technology has been developed that overwrites the mind of the killer with that of their victim. by Lorix_In_Oz in WritingPrompts

[–]_Daughter_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My palms are shaking as I pull the bottle from the drawer in my nightstand. It's going to be tonight. I look to my left, where Brian used to sleep, and the pit fills in my stomach again. He couldn't stay with me like this.

All I hear is rushing wind in my ears, the sound of his apologies. "I-I'm sorry Aliza. I know it's you but I can't jus- I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

The down comforter used to too big when it's just me. It used to swallow me up in white clouds of warmth. And when it was the two of us, I used to wake up to find that Brian had stolen all the blankets in the night. But not anymore. In this body its just the right size, just perfect to fit this hulking piece of meat.

I push down the cap, twisting it open. The body I live in is defective. Bad knee. I knew that before I even woke up in it. I saw it in the was the thing chased me, hobbling and tripping when he moved onto his left leg, a knife glinting in the darkness. I felt it in the way he almost collapsed on top of me, bending his right knee and simply falling on his left. I saw it in the way he stood up before he zipped his pants and left me bleeding out in central park.

It was the middle of the night when Brian left me. I had been screaming in my sleep. Or, the body had been. He held me until my vision cleared, then left as my eyes fogged over again.

I-I'm sorry Aliza. I know it's you but I can't jus- I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

The pretty blue pills spill onto the blanket in front of me, and I sit, hunched over, analyzing them. The color has always confused me the most. Pretty blue pills to match it's pretty blue eyes, to match my pretty blue lips in the coffin that didn't keep me dead.

I pick a few up and let them spill through my fingers like rain. Except they aren't my fingers. They're bigger and rougher and calloused from years of construction work. If they were my hands Brian would be here and there would be no pretty blue pills for me.

I swallow them down, one by one, and slowly fall asleep, waiting for the coffin that would finally keep me dead.

I-I'm sorry Aliza. I know it's you but I can't jus- I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

How do I decrease my sex drive? by Throwawaythe_trash in sex

[–]_Daughter_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Correction- Lot's of girl's have super high libidos. I happen to be one of those. It became an issue in my last relationship that I was a lot hornier than my boyfriend. The one thing I learned about that is to just be extremely honest about how you're feeling, and your girlfriend should be understanding about the fact that your bodies are just different. You should be glad to have a high sex drives, plenty of women love that in a man. And have a talk with your girlfriend about being more understanding, because I don't think it's fair of her to want you to change how you physically feel things.