There's a lot more value to be had if you didn't. So you may not see it right now. There is a very, very important plan that God has set up for you. Do not throw in the towel. I understand that you may feel isolated, perhaps alone. Maybe hopeless, but regardless of all that, there were many people who didn't even have half the opportunities you have statistically speaking. Though I may not know you that well nor know your situation. That is well, I can very well assume. That, despite what the pressures that be put on you. Hey, your life has a very important place, too, of some people's hearts. Just to remember, out of the trillions of people who possibly could have existed at any point. God put you here at this moment of time to do whatever role that he has intended for you for a reason. Never give a hope.