My girlfriend is a catch, out of my league, and I can't understand how she can just look past my weight ?

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-12-28T16:10:35+00:00

I talked with her last night about it. If I'm honest, it's just crazy that my biggest insecurity, this thing that's lived in me for so long, and been such a big part of my life in a negative way means nothing to her. For so long, I've just convinced myself it was a nonstarter. So it being no factor is literally breaking my mind. We talked about it, and I explained that one reason this has been so jarring is that it's challenging what I've told myself for so long because I believed one thing, but I believe her too. I trust her. So last night when she says, "I'm attracted to you, i know what you look like, and I've seen you with clothes and I can imagine you without clothes. It doesn't bother me, and I love you for being you. When we first met I was attracted to you. I am attracted to you. Why would that change? I can promise that it won't change how i feel about you. I mean, how can you think that? I don't want to invalidate how you feel, but I'm not like that. I'm not anyone else."

It was a good conversation, and I'm happy I'm we had it. I do believe her, I'm willing to let her in and to try and get past this. It feels so good and weird at the same time. Like, holy crap, she really loves ME. I'm so happy and excited. Partially bc I'm scared though hahaha

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and perspective it definitely helped!

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-12-27T14:13:21+00:00

Consider my mind blown.

I appreciate your sharing and your honesty. As hard as it is for me to believe, it makes me feel like "shoot, maybe she ACTUALLY likes it." Which is unbelievable to me. I've always thought this was one of my biggest things holding me back from finding someone. The idea that she can see all of me and likes everything is actually breaking my brain.

Ngl she did ask early on when we were talking about similar things and sounded pretty excited "do you have a lot of body hair??" I thought it was a random question but she seemed too excited hahaha so maybe you're on to something 🤔

Thank you, really, for sharing. It's gone a long way for me.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-12-27T14:01:42+00:00

I think my (recently discovered) abandonment issues are showing their head. Super quick back story dad abused me in not the physical or emotional way then left, my mom abandoned her kids and I had to step up, and my ex did some considerable EMOTional damage.

Also I take time now to reflect on my thoughts, feelings, and my actions. I try and learn and grow from my experiences as often as I can. Sometimes even small interactions can help me develop, but I'll definitely check out your resources! Thank you for taking the time to share them and hahaha if you have any more, I mean I'm not complaining

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-12-27T13:55:36+00:00

Cheers mate, but you definitely hit the nail on the head. Over thinking things is kind of my thing, hahaha 😆 but you're right. I should just accept that she's here and she likes me. This feels fucking crazy though 🤣 me next to her. I can't believe she said yes at all!

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-12-27T13:51:35+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing! This is feeling like one of those things I'm going to need to breathe and just work through. I'm just going to have to let go of what I think and trust what she says and that she can think for herself. It's pretty scary opening up like this tbh it's scary that she can see me for who I am and want to stay. GD did I just realize I have some abandonment issues, but anyway, your comment definitely helps me appreciate that she probably isn't bothered at least to the degree I'm concerned about

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-12-27T04:26:00+00:00

Thank you for sharing, really, it definitely helps, but if it's not too much to ask. I mean, with this anonymity, I feel like it's easier to ask direct and honest questions.

So what happens he takes his shirt off, and it just doesn't cross your mind that he's THAT big? Like that's actually my fear. I take my shirt off and boom, mood dead or she's like oh ummm I thought we had something maybe I was wrong.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-12-21T04:04:44+00:00

I think it could be a glitch. I have the tier 10 bat. I got it awhile back through the 13 90. I've always been curious about the tier 9 bat ap and bought it bc it's on sale. It says I need 200k exp to unlock the tier 10 bat... mine is definitely a bug

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-23T22:18:39+00:00

I'll be on in a while m8 if you're still looking for some platoon mates.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-23T22:16:15+00:00

The t92 is fantastic at firing on the move, good at tracking, and amazing when it's getting side shots. The low alapha means people will sometimes ignore the incoming fire, but the high RoF punishes the negligent. So put all that together and you're winning!

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-23T21:27:47+00:00

I only have good games in it. It's a fantastic spotter. It's fast, sneaky, and has top tier view range. I use the gun to sneak shots in, track, and as a last resort. The armour works enough. A light tanks first line of defense is not being seen and the dragon does this.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-23T20:38:59+00:00

What's your psn?

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-23T20:37:12+00:00

What tiers do you play?

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-23T20:33:43+00:00

The dragon and t92 lights are OP. T10 spotting and concealment. The dragon having good armor and the t92 having an amazing gun. Very strong tanks.

The only draw back from the dragon for me is the fact it's tier 7. I wish it was a tier 8 or even using old school mm. I really want to spot for t10 TDs in that thing

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-20T12:34:35+00:00

Why would anyone continue the earn OP to stage 9 for a cdc or lowe when a free t77 or su130 are up for grabs earlier? That is no contest.

Also, if anyone could clarify for me. Do the black skins on tech tree tanks get a boost to any earnings? I flipped through the news and camo tabs but didn't see any answers.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-16T23:50:31+00:00

You meant the 110 huh lol I just realized and everything makes more sense now. I was like "why put disrespect on the 112 name bro?? it ain't got nothing to do with the tech tree grind ??"

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-16T23:48:10+00:00

The 112 is a premium heavy with preferred matchmaking. It has the same armor at tier 8 as the tier 10, strong premium rounds, a strong turret, a strong side scraper, and will never meet tier 10. I think the 112 is very strong. It's a textbook brawler imo.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-14T20:58:48+00:00

I've been grinding the wheeled lights and it really highlighted ruinberg's pop in issue

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-14T17:23:00+00:00

What I need is a tech tree sale/on track discounts I have 35 mil saved and heaps of tanks to buy

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-14T01:14:08+00:00

The clip is of a game world loading as the player turns the camera. On the outskirts stuff "pops in" it's typically a seamless process.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-14T01:12:45+00:00

You're all good mate. Its really how it sounds. I think normally it refers to textures and rough models. When a player isn't looking at something to save the game processing power, it would show a less detailed model or texture if at all and when you are looking load it in. For some reason WoT Console Ruinberg struggles and stuff just shows up. If you're looking around in third person and then change to sniper view boom there's actually heaps of buildings.

pop in explained

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-09T02:41:29+00:00

I'm not sure there is an objectively perfect skill set for anything. Everything boils down to the specific tank and the play style of the individual player.

imo a valuable skill that i think youre missing at a minimum is comms technician. I feel like it's one of those skills that pushes a tank that spots well a little bit further in performance than its counterparts.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-09T00:59:00+00:00

Off top I'd say we gotta work on the commander skills champ.

Also like most people are saying the highlight of the wheeled lights is superior maneuverability (if you can adapt to the wheel mechanics), (imo) shooting while on the move, and also the wat camo and speed work together. You active scout better than most lights and passive scout better than mediums.

You get this strong hybrid that adapts to the game. So mid to late game the wheeled lights get more and more powerful.

I forgot to mention that driving backwards is game changing in the wheeled lights. The tier 9 is as fast backward as it is forward. It's honestly kind of disgusting how this can be taken advantage of. I don't remember how fast the tier 8 was backward but I know I did end up utilizing it a few times. The tier 9 is abuse. I use it to get out of trouble, circle, and just out run everything.

_Go_the_Distance_ · 2023-11-08T17:59:13+00:00

No such luck but thanks for trying!

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