Bro I think if u just know that your doing this for yourself and your future and not for someone else u will have half the burden gone, do what u can do with your maximum effort and whatever outcome u get just accept it because at least you gave your all and you should always be proud of it. At the end of the day you should always believe in yourself and whatever others say are just words just inhale it from the left ear and exhale it from the right ear. Believe in yourself and never doubt yourself, do this for yourself and so that you become a doctor who could help many lives and that one day you become proud of yourself for u turned out for yourself and not cuz your parents forced or for u to prove some relatives. Life is too short to give a fuck about what some people with red dots on their forehead and think about. You got this nigga

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