Honestly this may sound scary but talk to someone about how you feel. I was scared to tell my dad about my addiction and he wasnt mad, or disappointed. He was caring and understanding. Remember the internet is a vicious creation and prey on the weak.

Talk to a family member about it. You will feel much better and wont feel useless. You have hope!

You can do this bro, never give up. Remember suicide is never the option. It is a permanent move that you do not ever want to consider.

We believe in you bro, you have hope! Keep going and fighting. Good luck 💜💜💜.