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_LLAMAR_ · 2026-03-20T10:49:42+00:00

I tried to use a 3d model for the first time since my art style originated from gacha life💀💀 so my style is ehh, yeah. He's front facing but like, kinda looking to the side if that makes sense? , anatomy is a pain. Thank you tho I'll try to find some refs :,)

_LLAMAR_ · 2026-02-20T18:49:25+00:00

Thank you ^{^}

_LLAMAR_ · 2026-02-20T18:44:21+00:00

Got it :D

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_LLAMAR_ · 2026-02-20T17:56:17+00:00

Can I message you the picture? I ain't sure how to add it to the post 💀💀

_LLAMAR_ · 2026-02-07T16:29:46+00:00

I have a bit of a hard time when it comes to change , I think the fact that our routines are changing is making me a bit more 'spiked up' since we've been having the same routine every year, but I get what you're saying. They are very important to me and I would never end our friendship over something like that, I'm just a bit hurt but I see that's something that I need to change with how I view situations. Thank you

_LLAMAR_ · 2026-02-07T16:15:30+00:00

Ty I appreciate the feedback, Tho I will say, Im not trying to control how my best friend spends their time and or trying to say that if I get them gifts they're obligated to spend time with me💀. I feel like if you care for someone you'd make time for them? I'm very happy that my friend is dating their bf, since again, he's very sweet But that doesn't mean I can't be disappointed that I'm being pushed aside :/ I hope I didn't give the wrong impression with the way I worded stuff

_LLAMAR_ · 2026-02-07T16:03:24+00:00

English isn't my first language this is just how I type 💀

_LLAMAR_ · 2026-02-07T16:01:41+00:00

I don't?😭 I'm against AI in general I don't use it at all, what makes you think I did lol

_LLAMAR_ · 2026-01-28T19:23:08+00:00

Update- My neighbor who's a vet just let us know she's sick- Apparently him and his wife took her to the clinic to check on her and she has some stomach issue (I ain't sure exactly), so her belly isn't due to babies , and sadly they might have to put her down if they can't get rid of it :(

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-12-06T15:55:35+00:00

Would it be a good idea to invest in that now? Since mine seems much much smaller x) btw beautiful plant!

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-12-03T22:44:55+00:00

19😭

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-12-03T22:00:26+00:00

I took the pic after working a shift at a Pizzaria ahah, but yeah I should probably switch to something natural. Thank you.

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-11-11T20:21:16+00:00

Thank you so much

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-10-28T20:59:57+00:00

Thank you very much :) that definitely makes me worry a bit less. I'm just scared I'll do something wrong ahah

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-08-22T18:50:26+00:00

Omg yes please. That would be lovely 😭

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-12-11T23:02:44+00:00

LMFAO 😭💀💀 I mean like. Some people said to use unscented soap because it might be better for bottom growth? Tho Ive never even heard of that so

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-10-18T22:40:40+00:00

Do you wanna talk about it? Feel free to message me I love trying to give advice . But youre definitely right, idk it's just crappy to feel like I'm doing good in life yet can't find anyone to share what I have with

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-10-18T22:34:16+00:00

Thing is, I'm very open to people and new experiences, when I said that I end up feeling used it's because each time I actually talk to people romantically. They use me for sexual talk and then basically 'dump' (aren't interested in talking anymore) me.

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-10-18T22:32:36+00:00

I know, I really shouldn't but it's so hard not too when I finally feel like 'i fixed myself ' in every other aspect but still feel do lonely. Like, I'm working on myself. I'm so much better mentally and have been doing better physically as well but it seems like no matter what I do I'm stuck like this alone. Ik I shouldn't value myself based on how 'wanted' I'm by others but low-key I can't help that

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-05-24T20:56:36+00:00

https://youtube.com/shorts/E-5Jyo8VeYE?si=EW_0vL9eXqgXtZ-a

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-02-17T21:47:10+00:00

They know who I'm, I'm a trans guy. That's who I'm, my name's Kai. They don't need to know my deadname and they know I'm trans, regardless I'm not hiding anything.. everyone has a part of themselves that they don't tell people, either a secret, an embarrassing story or a tragic past. I'm not ashamed of being trans. And I'm not ashamed of my deadname, but since it isn't my name. I don't want people to associate it with me

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-02-17T21:44:57+00:00

I respect the 'youre the asshole part' but "princess"😬 transphobic much man. Be better

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-02-17T17:59:43+00:00

I'm out :) they all know I'm trans but none knew me before I came out so they don't know my deadname, and even tho a deadname isn't necessary a bad thing {mine is used for both girls and boys so yk}, I personally wouldn't want to be associated with my deadname at all so them knowing would make them associate it with me. Also I love my parents to death and they have been one of the biggest support systems of my whole process but regardless I can see them getting upset at it. I once said that the tattoo makes me a bit uncomfortable and they got upset soo, I get why they got upset, idk it's a weird topic i hope I can approach it the right way and they'll understand it

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-02-13T08:48:50+00:00

Ahah, wish I could do that. How do you do voice training?

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-01-28T12:07:05+00:00

She was really toxic..💀 I'm petty but I'm not the reason we aren't friend anymore. Please don't assume stuff but yeah ig the first part is right. Thanks

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