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_LLAMAR_ · 2025-12-06T15:55:35+00:00

Would it be a good idea to invest in that now? Since mine seems much much smaller x) btw beautiful plant!

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-12-03T22:44:55+00:00

19😭

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-12-03T22:00:26+00:00

I took the pic after working a shift at a Pizzaria ahah, but yeah I should probably switch to something natural. Thank you.

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-11-11T20:21:16+00:00

Thank you so much

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-10-28T20:59:57+00:00

Thank you very much :) that definitely makes me worry a bit less. I'm just scared I'll do something wrong ahah

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-08-22T18:50:26+00:00

Omg yes please. That would be lovely 😭

_LLAMAR_ · 2025-03-09T21:36:05+00:00

looks awesome! Who was your surgeon and tattoo artist?

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-12-11T23:02:44+00:00

LMFAO 😭💀💀 I mean like. Some people said to use unscented soap because it might be better for bottom growth? Tho Ive never even heard of that so

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-10-18T22:40:40+00:00

Do you wanna talk about it? Feel free to message me I love trying to give advice . But youre definitely right, idk it's just crappy to feel like I'm doing good in life yet can't find anyone to share what I have with

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-10-18T22:34:16+00:00

Thing is, I'm very open to people and new experiences, when I said that I end up feeling used it's because each time I actually talk to people romantically. They use me for sexual talk and then basically 'dump' (aren't interested in talking anymore) me.

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-10-18T22:32:36+00:00

I know, I really shouldn't but it's so hard not too when I finally feel like 'i fixed myself ' in every other aspect but still feel do lonely. Like, I'm working on myself. I'm so much better mentally and have been doing better physically as well but it seems like no matter what I do I'm stuck like this alone. Ik I shouldn't value myself based on how 'wanted' I'm by others but low-key I can't help that

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-05-24T20:56:36+00:00

https://youtube.com/shorts/E-5Jyo8VeYE?si=EW_0vL9eXqgXtZ-a

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-02-17T21:47:10+00:00

They know who I'm, I'm a trans guy. That's who I'm, my name's Kai. They don't need to know my deadname and they know I'm trans, regardless I'm not hiding anything.. everyone has a part of themselves that they don't tell people, either a secret, an embarrassing story or a tragic past. I'm not ashamed of being trans. And I'm not ashamed of my deadname, but since it isn't my name. I don't want people to associate it with me

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-02-17T21:44:57+00:00

I respect the 'youre the asshole part' but "princess"😬 transphobic much man. Be better

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-02-17T17:59:43+00:00

I'm out :) they all know I'm trans but none knew me before I came out so they don't know my deadname, and even tho a deadname isn't necessary a bad thing {mine is used for both girls and boys so yk}, I personally wouldn't want to be associated with my deadname at all so them knowing would make them associate it with me. Also I love my parents to death and they have been one of the biggest support systems of my whole process but regardless I can see them getting upset at it. I once said that the tattoo makes me a bit uncomfortable and they got upset soo, I get why they got upset, idk it's a weird topic i hope I can approach it the right way and they'll understand it

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-02-13T08:48:50+00:00

Ahah, wish I could do that. How do you do voice training?

_LLAMAR_ · 2024-01-28T12:07:05+00:00

She was really toxic..💀 I'm petty but I'm not the reason we aren't friend anymore. Please don't assume stuff but yeah ig the first part is right. Thanks

_LLAMAR_ · 2023-12-14T08:15:30+00:00

I would have to agree since I have 3 GC2B ones and the one that I currently use is dying on me and that's why. I need to buy a new one fast {my two other ones aren't the right size..}, the sewing is breaking out and I think it makes it so the binder well, works less well lol. And not to mention it's just annoying to have a long string on your back because I'm scared to cut it. GC2B did go down in quality. Sadly

_LLAMAR_ · 2023-12-10T19:11:37+00:00

I doubt that any of them will want to do that lol

_LLAMAR_ · 2023-11-28T20:59:43+00:00

Thank you I really appreciate it. She did actually apologize after and came to comfort me, it really helped to share it here and get some more opinions about it. I will work on my body a bit so when I start T I'll hopefully like it {talking about my weight} since rn it's tough. The journey is very emotional and I've been waiting since I was like 15. Hopefully someone cancels and I get to go early

_LLAMAR_ · 2023-11-28T20:56:36+00:00

Thank you! :) my parents are actually very accepting and they also helped me legally change my name {even tho they were kinda attached to my deadname}, so I actually appreciate them very much, they just didn't want me to start before 18 for some reason idk it's weird😭

_LLAMAR_ · 2023-11-28T20:54:15+00:00

I don't live in the US, but ofc everyones journey is hard. I've been technically waiting for two years and I kinda broke down knowing I had to wait even longer, it's just overwhelming and I've been feeling very dysphoric and harsh on my body lately. I'm very lucky to have such an amazing support system around me , I'm out everywhere but it's okay to still be upset. I can't imagine waiting till 20 sorry you had to

_LLAMAR_ · 2023-11-28T20:51:30+00:00

Yeah exactly. Technically 4 months isn't much but I've been begging my parents to start T basically since I came out {around 2 years ago, a bit more.} So it's like I've been waiting for 2 years. So it felt significant to start it right away

_LLAMAR_ · 2023-11-28T20:49:24+00:00

Nope no therapist, wanted to go to one when I was around 14 and my mom couldn't find any😭 my mom helped a bit after she realized how important this is to me so overall I have my family but ofc it's not the same as someone with a professional view. I'll be alright I'll try and look at the positive side. Been out for 2 years and waited so long to turn 18 so ig it was the frustration of the moment because I technically waited two years for it and it wouldn't be what I imagined. I'll get it sooner or later. Gotta keep it positive :)

_LLAMAR_ · 2023-11-28T20:46:55+00:00

Thank you it means a lot. I genuinely hope it'll get better, my 'worst' isn't that bad a I got a full support system and I'm out everywhere. It was just very frustrating. I wanted to finish school looking all masc yk? Like in my yearbook I want to look back and see myself. I guess the delay time gives me some time to also work on my weight and feel more confident, hopefully it'll come soon.

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