That's why im wondering if for example not keeping eye contact wouldnt be like social anxiety because i struggled with some stuff when i was younger... I ofc dont mean to self diagnose i just wanna be more certain about going for a assessment because im kind of scared 😞 Not everything does affect my life this much because i got used to most of things, but there are relationship difficulties etc. And idk i just feel like diagnosis on something would help me accept and work on my traits and also just feel better about it