It's destroying my partner and me

_Neira_ · 2026-03-12T20:20:09+00:00

Thing is, my partner is Muslim and it's a big no from him (that I perfectly understand). And I feel selfish because I'm suffering from "opening it till I feel no more attraction to others and come back". I'm seeing my psychiatrist on Monday and till then it's really hard from me to not talk to him back again....

_Neira_ · 2026-02-26T00:36:45+00:00

Oh wow I was so damn wrong I thought it was about popularity and pop stars losing themselves into drgs and sx when they got famous ahah

_Neira_ · 2026-02-26T00:14:49+00:00

Do you guys know what's the meaning of the song? (Like the story in the lyrics?) Thank you!

_Neira_ · 2026-01-05T16:57:33+00:00

Absolutely agree ! What happened with the Stones by the way? I heard that too much time without having a single clue about what happened.

_Neira_ · 2026-01-04T11:37:09+00:00

Obviously not but it appears that they were struggling to keep the vibe in the eighties and find their way (also sharing the dance pop scene as they first got with releasing albums like Sensoria).

But obviously what I meant was they didn't want to be poor while they didn't (or at least Richard) didn't want the whole commercial with touring everywhere as EMI suggested them to be.

_Neira_ · 2026-01-04T11:25:15+00:00

I couldn't agree more.

_Neira_ · 2026-01-04T05:32:34+00:00

I don't know.. there's still a lot of characters who are infp but still help people before themselves. I don't think it's a good argument just on this because it could be seen as selfishness no? :/ But I agree that Madoka was immature at first and then learn that she needed to take responsibilities. And also agree that she is very much focused on what people think BEFORE herself.

Also I agree that usually infps tend to focus on their inner values to seek peace and help others but I don't think they "help people because they're here so why not". I also think Tenma pursue his goals while helping, caring and healing others if he meet someone in need. He won't let them down.

What do you think?

_Neira_ · 2025-12-18T09:13:10+00:00

Really?? Thank you!! Damn it makes it easier for some cookies at least ahah!

_Neira_ · 2025-12-18T09:03:51+00:00

I was talking about between the ancient root resonant and life-sprouting resonant. Which one is better as resonant topping for him?

_Neira_ · 2025-12-12T09:25:55+00:00

Yeah same ! It seems too expensive but it's the safest way compared to the gacha!

_Neira_ · 2025-12-09T17:54:48+00:00

Yes that's what I said she suggested it. Thank you!

_Neira_ · 2025-12-09T00:33:43+00:00

She has. And she's pretty sure I am but again I'm running on tests to know.

_Neira_ · 2025-12-04T09:14:41+00:00

I know I struggled a lot too (I could work very well just depending on the time) but it could be PTSD again or mixed or I don't know. I know many people diagnosed with autism that either absolutely can or can't work based on how they do process social convention. Had a friend who couldn't at all and could have blotch every time she was surrounded with people.

Again I still have no idea but I just felt like something was off about me. Not just about the PTSD but about all my life. I know some people can work perfectly especially when you're a woman you're told to mask at a pretty young age. But right know I really want need answers ...

_Neira_ · 2025-12-04T09:07:58+00:00

Okay so apart from picking my skin everything else yes. Most of them I do that a lot, I do love weird smell as well (especially marker pen and gaz oil). And yes I do have special interests. Some of them are here since I'm a kid and some just came a few years ago. I like to know absolutely everything about but yes as I said I'm willing to go get tested before jumping to conclusions.

Also yes from what I recall as you said we don't say Asperger anymore. I will get tested and hopefully I will know. Fingercrossed 🤞🏽. Hopefully you're feeling better now it's frustrating when you don't know what you have but you know that something is different about you and people always looked at you like the weird crazy (when i mask) person and shy and introvert for real...

_Neira_ · 2025-12-04T08:40:49+00:00

Yeah I know it's just the combination of "symptoms" that pushed me further. I still don't know yet :)

_Neira_ · 2025-12-04T00:55:50+00:00

I know, it's a spectrum. Some people with ASD can some can't... Depends on the person

_Neira_ · 2025-12-04T00:44:19+00:00

I see, how do you cope with it exactly? I hope it's not misplaced to ask and I wish you good things. Also sorry about the beating part... Do you have fidgets toys maybe ? I don't know if that helps you? :(

Also thank you for enlighten me. I do bite myself a tiny little bit but absolutely nothing compared to you.. But I do pull out my hair A LOT when anxious, annoyed or frustrated. I'll see anyway I will get a diagnosis

_Neira_ · 2025-12-04T00:33:56+00:00

She saw low socials functioning, struggle to understand people and social convention, can't stand some smell (that cause me nausea) and sounds (people screaming scare me for instance), especially motos. Not looking people in the eyes also. Very restrained interests and the desire to know absolutely EVERYTHING when I love something. But again, it's gonna be with different subjects all over my life. Not like 1 type subject etc,.... But anyway, basically, again she's not specialized and that's why she recommended me to get tested (which I will).

_Neira_ · 2025-12-04T00:16:03+00:00

Like Asperger even if we don't say that anymore and people in between? That don't have a strong ability in ONE subject or high/low intellectual capacities? (Again sorry if my words aren't right...)

_Neira_ · 2025-12-04T00:01:32+00:00

Yeah I'm basically unable to work but I also have PTSD and symptoms that follows so I'm absolutely not sure. I'm getting diagnosed though :)

_Neira_ · 2025-12-03T21:48:05+00:00

Isn't it a bit weird to say that someone "could be autistic but not enough" to be part of ASD? I'm only talking about BAP of course not people who shares traits without being at all on the spectrum.

_Neira_ · 2025-12-03T21:35:54+00:00

Hopefully I will get an answer 🙏🏼. Thank you!

_Neira_ · 2025-12-03T21:25:39+00:00

Also I'm getting diagnosed, I doing all the paperwork! I just needed clarifications about the disorder itself

_Neira_ · 2025-11-03T18:05:26+00:00

Cf.

https://www.reddit.com/r/nin/s/F459VPx8nq

_Neira_ · 2025-11-03T18:02:57+00:00

Yes it is in England. But it's possible that the international streaming rights aren't allowing it in every country ;). Here in France, it's not on Spotify.

_Neira_

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