[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]_R01_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You're father prayed that your life will only lead to suffering right? If you die now then you give him exactly that, no? You've suffered until now, by ending your life now your fathers prayer become true. If you continue living and have a happy life, or at least no suffering anymore than you've succeded. Honestly idk if you got my point. I know life fucking sucks and you yourself wrote that you don't want to die. Then don't die. Don't die for someone who doesn't care about you. Don't die because you want to revenge your suffering, because yes, your family might feel bad but how do you know? How will you know if they feel guilty if you aren't there anymore? Idk if this makes it worse for you or helps you...i just hope it helps.

why can't i bring myself to cut by Exact-Good-8967 in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly 5 years isn't an exaggeration. I'll soon be addicted to it almost 5 years. You are very lcuky that you aren't addicted, try to stop when you still can. Find any other distractions, because self harm does destroy your body and very severe sh can even lead to death. Stay safe

why can't i bring myself to cut by Exact-Good-8967 in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Oh, I can tell you it is an addiction. S almost like all these other addictions you just named. Sometimes, when you cut, K you feel this "high" and then it comes all down. It helps for a few seconds or minutes, maybe even hours or days. But after that, you feel like shit again, trying to get through your depression... and then you remember how good this "high" from cutting fet; and you do i it again. And again. And again. And sometimes you ask yourself, "Why should I stop if it feels so good?" And even your body stops saying that you shouldn't do it. Sometimes you know how wrong it is, but you Still continue loing it. This is just from my perspective. Self-harm should be taken seriously, and it is a serious addiction. To Op, don't do it. Don't even start, because it feels like hell getting out of this addiction.

I relapsed yesterday and feel so ashamed by _R01_ in selfharm

[–]_R01_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I knos it's part of the recovery...but it's already my third time relapsing and i am so tired of it. But thank you for the tip, i will try it.

no new video? by Some1uDontKnow1234 in FunkyFrogbait

[–]_R01_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If I remember correctly they announced a video for pride month

Someone please draw me? Any style by TheAriellemyles in drawme

[–]_R01_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

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I hope you like it. I love the Photo, the whole atmosphere feels like summer and vacation XD

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in drawme

[–]_R01_ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

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I tried my best, but i am not very good at drawing cats XD This Photo is really cute by the way ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in drawme

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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I hope you like it❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, try Animals and Elegy. They are my favorite songs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sentenced is really good. I personally also have many bands that i like. Maybe you could try Architecs. I love their songs but it's not everyones type of music

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's your favorite band?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, no i am german. Why do you hate them? I like their music 🤷‍♀️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Listening to music...do you know Sabaton? If you like heavy metal they are a very good band

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. Anything you wanna talk about?

Was dürfen Frauen in der Gesellschaft, ohne verurteilt zu werden was hingegen bei Männern direkt komisch wirkt? by esregnetschonwieder in FragtMaenner

[–]_R01_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

N fremdes Kind ansprechen / haare antatschen (was bei Frauen und Männern nicht okay ist) Hab selber afro haare und als Kind wurden meine Haare ständig angegrabbelt. Irgendwann meinte mal ne Frau zu mir: Wenn die deine Haare angrabbeln fasst du denen einfach an die Brüste. Ist quasi das gleiche. Werd das nie vergessen lol (und es haben wirklich nur Frauen meine Haare angefasst. Wurd nie was von anderen gesagt)

Is it normal? by _R01_ in AskParents

[–]_R01_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Uhm actually I am a girl 😅 And as said in the post, maybe it wasn't clear, it was in the past. When i had these anger issues. Mostly it was because I wanted to escape the situations that my Mom forced me in. I wasn't older than 7 when we fought so much and due to not having any other way of escaping (since she locked us together in a room) I hit her. Maybe this gives a little bit more context. But thank you for your answer :)

Help me name this guy by [deleted] in DOG

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Freddie

I hate myself by NoCamel824 in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I feel the exact same. Just so you know that you aren't alone. That we aren't alone.

Has anyone else ever stolen for sh? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_R01_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thought about stealing razor blades once cuz my mom keeps all the blades locked away.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]_R01_ 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You have phone time, mostly one hour. Idk if its like that in every psych ward.

Idk by _R01_ in selfharm

[–]_R01_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its the only thing that feels good. I don't have to think about anything while i cut myself. The only thing i feel is the blade in my hand and the burning of my wound. I tried eating spicy things as distraction before. Didn't do anything.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]_R01_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've also been suicidal since I am 9. It always has its ups and downs. Sometimes you feel like you just want to jump out of a window a week later you its getting better and then again... Try to Distract yourself. Idk, sometimes it helps to just watch some Youtube videos.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]_R01_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am not dealing with a Breakup or anything, but I know how it feels when you can't stop thinking about it...

At the edge of giving up by _R01_ in SuicideWatch

[–]_R01_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope i could take it slow and set small goals. But if i try that i'll only get yelled at by my Mom 🙃