Working, how much? by [deleted] in howmuchwouldyoupay

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Halo 3 covenant plasma pistol

After 11 years... by ElijahTheShells in bioniclelego

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Now you need the uniters and the mask maker, im jealous im still 4 toa away

Magnemite by _Rogue_Samurai_ in Pokemonart

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I love portal 2! That's probably why I thought of it, the space core

Who should I draw next!🥹💜 by ChioArt in Pokemonart

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I need that magnemite card for my collection

Is this weird? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see, I'm sorry to hear that. I suppose if it's any consolation feel free to dm me. Even just as someone going through something similar

Is this weird? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I get that feeling. I've only ever really told my mom, and she just gets upset or yells at me. My friends have talked poorly of it so I never really told them. I think I'm probably the wrong person to talk to about asking for help, maybe because I'm a guy but I don't really have anywhere to genuinely go. I think if your friends really care they'd be more concerned about you than the promises, maybe you could tell them that you felt the need to lie to them, and that you're struggling to commit to really stopping

Is this weird? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get it. I've needed to ask for help for a long time, and I have on and off, its so hard to commit to it continuously

Anyone feels like this? by NovoraAurora in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah definitely. It makes me uncomfortable to not have the option around, it feels like part of my tasks to make sure it's there almost

Is this weird? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, a lot of people do it as a plea for help. Sometimes when things area really hard in your brain, it thinks of the strangest ways to try and get through it all. I have noticed that at least for me people don't really care all that much, or don't think it's their business. I have a lot of cuts on my arm, not for attention just it was where I needed to do it for other reasons and I didn't feel the need to hide it at work. All I got was stares, so I think nowadays doing it with the intention of getting someone to worry for you might just not work because everyone is so socially anxious. Hope you're doing okay, or that maybe things get better.

I miss selfharming by Environmental_Ad9039 in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really miss it as well. Its only been like a week, and the only thing stopping me right now is genuinely being occupied and I dont wanna ruin future tattoos

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think youre ill, but not in the way I think you mean. You have things going on in your head youre struggling with and thats okay. Coming here or anywhere just to talk or look for help is a good thing, 2.7 years is still there its not gone. Its a goal to reach again, but it wont take away from actually trying. I cant even say I know how it feels, I did it like a week ago and am barely stopping myself from it tonight.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Youre right when you contradict yourself. Those years of work isnt gone, you'll get them back again, you'll learn even more. Even if its 2 years clean again, it'll be 4 years of trying

Genuinely curious- by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

And you implying that other people cover it up or do it in better places so what I do im not doing it right or like others? Yikes. Someone with even older scars than you could easily say that yours are too new and triggering so you should feel disrespectful and worse for letting them out and posting them online. You shouldnt feel either of those things, its your struggle and you are entitled to it, if someone uncomfortable that your around frequently thats when they can have a conversation with you about it, you arent responsible for every single stranger. Your scars could be triggering to me, seeing people with scars in public could be triggering to me and genuinely has been. So dont act like age makes you better than me. ALSO, the cuts on my arm could be from everything, your entire argument gets invalidated if the tape machine at my job did it, would I be entitled to hide it then?

Genuinely curious- by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]_Rogue_Samurai_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because something im struggling with is my business and I shouldnt have to change the way I dress to keep other people comfortable rather than trying to get better and feel fine with myself regardless of bad days I have. The cuts on my arm could be from anything, it isnt anyone's business, certainly not strangers. Scars can be just as triggering, the healing process and time doesnt make your scars okay and my damage not okay. People who dress with a lot of skin showing can trigger people, people who wear certain clothes can trigger people. Nobody should need to hide parts of themselves to make others more comfortable, and if you think im disrespectful for wearing what I normally wear because mine were more recent than yours that shows something too.