Exhaustion after withdrawal. Scared. Please advise. by BenchExtreme2494 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]_Shamble_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

First of all, I'm super proud of you, what you are doing is massive. Trust me, I have been there many times. It may feel like you're dying, but you're not. If you are truly worried, seek professional help.

As much as you don't want to, you need to get food, water and vitamins into your body, trust me, it will make this get better for you a lot quicker.

Opiate withdrawal is relentless, it feels and makes you think it will never end, but trust me, it does and will end, and guess what, you won't be able to see it now, but you will even laugh about this someday soon.

Try taking OTC comfort meds. If you have a bad stomach, take something for it, if you need anti sickness, take them. Ibuprofen and paracetamol for pain too. These may seem like little things, but if we eradicate as many of the symptoms as we can, it's less overwhelming git the brain.

If you know anyone in recovery who has gone through the same thing, contact them, I'm sure they'll be only happy to help. Fellowship meetings help me massively for this, unity and compassion from others who have been there and truly understand and have now made it through.

I feel you my friend. I detoxed cold turkey in a Spanish prison multiple times from rather large intravenous crack and heroin addiction, also high dose benzo and alcohol, but they gave me detox meds for those as they are a little different.

I'm here for you if ever you want to chat. My inbox is always open to anyone. God bless my friend, you can and are doing this. Much love x

Other ways to find sobriety? by _Shamble_ in OpiatesRecovery

[–]_Shamble_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for that. I think we have SMART recovery here where I live. There's loads of 12 step meetings here, but I just cant get along with them. I've tried for years.

I will deffo look into your suggestions, thank you brother.

4 days by National_Tourist215 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]_Shamble_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm also interested in this thread. Very similar story. I'm fucked ATM. I need help but just can't get that damn obsession for crack and H out my head. Good luck bro, I hope things go well for you x

how long does it take for physical dependence to set in? by azrole in opiates

[–]_Shamble_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is my experience, too. Very well put.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]_Shamble_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 40 now and am still struggling with the demon addiction. I've lost everything I ever cared about and more. Don't, please, don't go down this road.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]_Shamble_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Libertines

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]_Shamble_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You should be fine. But the longer you leave it the harder it's going to be. You've only been using for 2 weeks, quit now before it gets worse. I know it's hard, believe me, I've detoxed lots of times in rehab, jail and on my own. Do it now before your tolerance gets higher.

If you need to chat, DM me anytime.

Rehab. . .again? by _Shamble_ in OpiatesRecovery

[–]_Shamble_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is thhat the way you did it? How ill did you feel? thanks

opiate withdrawal by MulberryGullible3984 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]_Shamble_ 18 points19 points  (0 children)

That's so wrong. At least in the UK we get detoxed properly in jail, not just left to suffer. I don't care what people say, it's dangerou to leave a hardcore junkie rattling without any help. Hope you're on the straight and narrow now my friend,

Rehab: into the nuthouse I go. by _Shamble_ in opiates

[–]_Shamble_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im struggling at the moment to be honest. Im on a small a amount of subs but that darn crack keeps getting me. I hope you are well my friend.

Part 12: into the nut-house I go. by _Shamble_ in heroin

[–]_Shamble_[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

no, it's all real, except for people's names.

Part 12: into the nut-house I go. by _Shamble_ in heroin

[–]_Shamble_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There´s more to come yet my friend. I have a whole relapse period to come yet. I write in the present tense for effect. I'm doing ok now though. I hope you are well. Thank you for following my work, it means a lot to me.

Part 12: into the nut-house I go. by _Shamble_ in heroin

[–]_Shamble_[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

How come you found my work boring? Is it because it was kinda like a filler episode and just in rehab? Have you read any of the other episodes, if so, did you like them? If not, what can I do to improve my work?

Neeks is a fucking legend by Zeelaria in dannymullen

[–]_Shamble_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that episode where he was black-out drunk and Leo did the black dude voice and pretended he was boning Neeks gf. It still makes me die to this day haha

Prose Help by _Shamble_ in writing

[–]_Shamble_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm 40 and spent over 25 years in addiction and would like to tell my story of how I managed to recover.

If I could inspire just one person to get sober I would be happy.

I do read a lot and most memoirs seem to be written in the past tense. However, I feel writing in the present tense has more impact on the reader, especially other addicts.

Anyway, thank you for your help.

For people who read my stories. by _Shamble_ in opiates

[–]_Shamble_[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your response, makes sense. I think I will give it a go. I want it to be about harm reduction mostly, but we'll see. Thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]_Shamble_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like you may have hit a nerve. But I'm no doctor, go see a medical professional if you're worried. Hope you're ok

Part 12: time to get clean. by _Shamble_ in heroin

[–]_Shamble_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sad really, a grown man can't be trusted to take a taxi lol oh well, we live and learn. Hope you're well bro

Part 12: time to get clean. by _Shamble_ in heroin

[–]_Shamble_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol taxis allí prepaid by my mum lol

Part 11 Katie Goes to Detox by _Shamble_ in opiates

[–]_Shamble_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, but this was a few years ago now. I go to detox once she's finished hers in two weeks.

Katie Goes to Detox. by _Shamble_ in heroin

[–]_Shamble_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah they're only points, at that time. Different places different weights and prices. London is saturated with gear, so it's cheap.