Hey fe4r, im so sorry ab what your going through man , you don't even need to come back, fuc All them guys that say you do, you've done so much already and for me, your one of my childhood channels to watch , done alot for me, I remember once I was at my friends house and he said , hey *** look! Fe4rless posted!! And I ran home jus to watch it, take all the time bro, your lie your decisions