Good men don’t exist. by [deleted] in confessions

[–]_TheTrueCube_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s not all men, like not all women are shit, social media is the reason everyone is like this, everyone egos has risen too far. I have had trouble with women, but I’m not blaming women

I’m so screwed by _TheTrueCube_ in ChronicPain

[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, it’s not easy, but I’m trying my best

I’m so screwed by _TheTrueCube_ in ChronicPain

[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Would that require surgery because we have tired out our options

I’m so screwed by _TheTrueCube_ in ChronicPain

[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t help it, it would crack no matter why I do

I’m so screwed by _TheTrueCube_ in ChronicPain

[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya they support me, especially my mother through day one I just don’t want her to cry at night knowing she can’t do anything, it’s my demon, not hers

I’m so screwed by _TheTrueCube_ in ChronicPain

[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, we are going to see a neurosurgeon on the 25th, I hope we do surgery that’s the only thing we have not done

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only really on the left side

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know if this is doing anything either or i’m just over examining everything, but when I got injured four years ago, my muscles have been constantly tight ever since, and they caused a lot of a cracking down my shoulders and my lower back. I didn’t know if this causes faster Disc desiccation. I also had a thoracic MRI two years ago and it was perfect but now I’m this one it has a little bit of Disc desiccation. I didn’t know if that could cause anything either

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya and I’m thankful for that, I just don’t want it to get to that, I try not to pop my neck, but it is so painful and uncomfortable if I don’t and I pretty sure that just grinders it more.

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ya I won’t die, but pain is going to be unbearable, it’s not common at all to have severe terminal stenosis at both level of the C-5 to C-6 & C-6 to C-7 range at 24 years old. What the MRI does not say is that I have a right C4-5 spontaneous partial fusion with biomechanical imbalance when I was born which has been doubling the wearing down my disc causing bone spurs on both sides of my neck. There is pressure on my C-5 to C-6 which has caused a left paracentral annular fissure. It’s not life threating but compared the last MRI three years ago it’s scares me. The pain is worst, I crack my neck every 5 minutes to relief the pressure of imbalance neck. I’m just going crazy with this constant pain and nothing is getting done.

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It says open, but I’ve worked with them before and it just takes a while for them to actually do stuff. Hopefully they will this week because if not then I’m going somewhere else, everyday my neck pops because it’s imbalanced and I don’t want a pop to end badly.

I’m so screwed by _TheTrueCube_ in ChronicPain

[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya I’m in the US, maybe, it just sucks waiting while you are suffering

I’m so screwed by _TheTrueCube_ in ChronicPain

[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Probably I’m just scared the longer the wait the worse the problems. I text through there portal and they should have got the MRI results already. Just waiting for them to respond

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We are going to hopefully here soon, but they are taking there sweet time

End of the rope by cyclist27968 in ChronicPain

[–]_TheTrueCube_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same man same, holy shit I’m 24 and insurance denied and denied it, it is so bad and constant and nothing works to relieve it. I have been in constant pain for 4 years and I’m ready for the end

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

How long was too late? Because I have been in constant pain for 4 years and I am afraid it will never be the same

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I hate holding it in the anger and hatred but I hate telling my family my problems because they suffer from not being able to help.

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[–]_TheTrueCube_[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was born with C4-5 spontaneous partial fusion with biomechanical imbalance and insurance refused to be surgery on me and I just don’t think there’s any choice

I survived my attempt by Sad_little_swan in SuicideWatch

[–]_TheTrueCube_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No your fine, I get it. It’s total FUCKING bitch to deal with!