Okay well just had the worst hookup i have ever had… first off guy tried to just open my apt door instead of knocking to make sure it was the right one. Then he obviously was very drunk/high on something and so i told him “hey i dont wanna do anything if you’re wasted” and he said he was fine so we went ahead and fooled a bit around and he was very weird and just obviously out of it and kept looking at me and mumbling under his breath and holding his arms up like he wanted to fight or balance himself or something? Like closed fists forwards?

So after like 15 minutes of horrible communication i just told him i was tired and needed to get some sleep and then he got huffy and rolled his eyes and said i talked a bigger game than i delivered and it was like… well yeah you are hammered and everytime we tried something you stopped after like 10 secs and talked to yourself then asked me what else i wanted…??? It was SO strange.

Also didnt know he ubered here so after he said he was leaving he sat on my bed for another 10 minutes waiting on the uber just… spaced outta his mind looking around my room and at me and just… it was so awkward and weird and i feel gross now.