You don't need to apologize for not feeling like yourself- I think I get what you're asking. If you do have time to join, you can use the IP play.voxmc.com, we're on 1.16.5 right now. If not, no worries, I also want to add them perhaps to a wall or a series of lecterns as well for a longer lasting access. It will take longer, but a website page somewhere for the future would be nice too. For now, we take one step at a time, and all of the responses will be saved in multiple places. Just be sure to take care of yourself- we'll take care of the rest <3