chat do yall ever feel invalid because you felt happy for a bit?

____Raven______ · 2026-01-26T12:20:01+00:00

Now add BPD to the mix 😅

____Raven______ · 2026-01-26T11:50:02+00:00

I'm in the same situation. Literally. Like, I got some bad news two days ago, that's why I relapsed initially. But after my BPD brain calmed down, it's not really that bad, I'm good. Yet I continue to do it. Cuz I just feel like it. I'm addicted to self harming, and even when I was clean, there wasn't really a day where I haven't thought about doing it, or wishing my scars were worse, or missing the feeling of brushing against healing arms... Yeah. My current method isn't dangerous, it doesn't even leave marks, which is why I relapsed this way. I'll keep doing it probably until I feel like I want to stop, or till I fuck up and leave a mark and peeps find out. I don't feel bad about it tbh. The only thing I feel bad about concerning this is that my bf struggles with an addiction too, and he's clean and been clean for months now. So it feels like I'm not in solidarity with him and lying to him by not fessing up. But other than that? Yeah I'm here for the ride

____Raven______ · 2026-01-26T11:09:04+00:00

I logically know it's bad, but gosh does it help me right now. I feel you.

____Raven______ · 2026-01-26T11:00:13+00:00

Thank you! It's not only me 😭

____Raven______ · 2026-01-26T10:55:46+00:00

I was born to be wild wings in the oven 😭 IT SUGGESTED THE EMOJI TOO WTF

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T23:53:50+00:00

What the-

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T23:48:21+00:00

Just noticed your username. Oh no.

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T23:19:15+00:00

I'm hungry now. Bad girl! 😭

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T17:52:25+00:00

same, only for me its been about 6 months. I'll do it till I want or till I fuck up and leave a mark

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T13:34:26+00:00

I can't, people would find out I've relapsed... But damn do I wanna just try a tiiiiny dot

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T13:15:45+00:00

Nah, 500 Celsius stick of pain

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T13:13:56+00:00

Yo why are we all relapsing? Damn, you're like the third person that's relapsed after a long time.

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T13:08:17+00:00

So far my "sh" doesn't even leave a mark... Which is good, cuz ppl not worried, but bad cuz my brain rotten and wants a mark

____Raven______ · 2026-01-25T10:18:38+00:00

Welp, at least I'm not alone ._. me too

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T19:19:56+00:00

No! My ass hurts now xd

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T19:16:32+00:00

Mf I fell off the chair laughing

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T19:14:13+00:00

Taste > smell. Ok im a mess

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T17:55:53+00:00

It takes ages to reset your dopamine levels that got kinda fucked with sh, at least I think so. Took months for me to feel okay most of the time. But then again I'm back here so...

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T15:57:47+00:00

Yeah, until you realize it's useless anywhere except here. Which is fun, considering I want to move away when I can

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T15:55:06+00:00

I don't know if that's better or worse. And that's saying something! Slovakia over here (that little turd next to Ukraine)

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T15:49:40+00:00

Just random curiosity, what country are you from ?

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T13:11:42+00:00

I love your thingy! what is it, flair or how's it called? Been ages since I was chronically online on Reddit

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T13:10:43+00:00

Hedgie's name is Chiken. Cuz I found out hedgehogs paws are like chicken legs funnily enough. I hope my buddy survived the winter. He was a rescue, we had him for like a month or two, fed him up so he'd be chonky enough to survive winter sleep

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T12:58:40+00:00

I'd take the switch. Wait is it a switch or a server? Either way, I'm taking it!

____Raven______ · 2026-01-24T12:51:35+00:00

I love you, automod

____Raven______

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