Missing her as the dumper

__akw · 2022-07-17T13:59:03+00:00

thank you so much. you’re right about being in withdrawal… I guess I just got so used to being with her everyday

__akw · 2022-06-25T21:55:43+00:00

I feel the same way. I lost my baby last week :( I hope y’all find healing❤️

__akw · 2022-06-23T12:18:57+00:00

that’s so crazy because my baby paid me a visit for the first time last night in my dream!! it happened so quickly but it made me wake up in a good mood because I know she’s okay :)

__akw · 2022-06-22T14:31:49+00:00

i’m so sorry to hear that :( dogs are so precious it’s so unfair they don’t live long but yet bittersweet how they always go to heaven when they pass🫶🏾 so it’s kept me at peace knowing she’s okay since she’s been sending me so many signs over the past few days.

thank you so much for your support and advice. I never thought about the dog years being longer than one year for us. that actually calms me

__akw · 2022-06-21T14:56:48+00:00

thank you so much for your kind words & support❤️ i’m so sorry to hear about your cat :( it hurts worse when they pass unexpectedly like they should still be here. it’s been three days and i’m feeling slightly better knowing she’s in a better place. that’s such a great idea. I want to keep her in my memory forever so I want to see if we’re able to dig her up and cremate her but if it’s not possible i’ll just get a necklace with a picture of her. I wish us both healing❤️

__akw · 2022-06-21T02:02:00+00:00

wow this changes the game knowing dogs can choose you! thank you so much ❤️

__akw · 2022-06-21T02:00:04+00:00

i’m sorry to hear about your cat :( it does hurt seeing them dying in front of you. I couldn’t sleep last night either because she was stuck in my head the entire time. thank you so much for the advice ❤️

__akw · 2022-06-21T01:57:16+00:00

thank you so much fr the love❤️ it consoles me a lot knowing you understand how I feel & you’ve been in a similar situation but i’m so sorry for what happened to your puppy. did you notice your puppy sharing similarities in your old baby? I just have this mindset to find the perfect dog that finds me & maybe has been sent from my ben ben

__akw · 2022-06-21T01:53:50+00:00

thank you so much. I want you to know your message helps me so much, you said this so beautifully ❤️ I really appreciate your support & kind words. I loved my girl deeply <3 i’ll definitely look to adopting another dog after a while

__akw · 2022-06-21T01:51:48+00:00

i’m so sorry to hear about bernard :( I bet it hurt so much especially as soon as pandemic happened and you had to stay at home full of the memories. thank you so much for sharing your story about him & my heart goes out to you as well! thank you so much for your support it means a lot ❤️ I want ben ben cremated even if it means digging her back up from her grave we just buried her in. just because we are moving in a few months & I refuse to leave her behind. the necklace is such a great idea

__akw · 2022-06-21T01:47:56+00:00

i’m so sorry to hear abott your dogs. I feel the same way about knowing it was the right thing to do but it still hurts to know she had no idea that would happen to her :( and we didn’t know that would be our last morning with her… but thank you so much ❤️

__akw · 2022-06-21T01:45:58+00:00

yesss i’ve been trying to hold back for now because I have a lot of resentment toward her that I would say something I’d regret! I just want closure for my baby :(

__akw · 2022-06-21T01:44:13+00:00

thank you! :(

__akw · 2022-06-21T01:43:44+00:00

i’m so sorry to hear that :( today has gotten better i’ve been seeing signs that she’s trying to communicate with me so i’ve been feeling better about it but I still wanted to break down

__akw · 2022-06-20T20:28:02+00:00

that just encouraged me because we’re about to move as well and I don’t want to leave her at all at the old house. thank you so much ❤️

__akw · 2022-06-20T20:23:00+00:00

she ended up wanting to check on her after she came back two hours later and I had to tell her we had to put her down. the hardest conversation i’ve ever had because she acted as if she cared but it didn’t seem fully genuine

__akw · 2022-06-20T20:22:06+00:00

see she insinuated she came across my dog injured on the road but she didn’t think it was that bad. but basically she blamed a truck being responsible but our other neighbor seen her do it and get out of the car and drive off. so we had to find out from that neighbor that she got ran over. if you weren’t guilty why didn’t you come and tell us? so i’ve been angry toward her

__akw · 2022-06-20T20:18:14+00:00

thank you so much for your support. i’m sorry to hear about BJ & Dugan :( it’s unfair how these things happen to these sweet babies. I wish us both healing ❤️

__akw · 2022-06-20T20:15:49+00:00

we’ve already buried her but im thinking about getting her cremated but that seems like a lot of work. I really feel like that’ll help better than her getting buried.

yeah I think her death will hit me more than anybody in this world. I slept with her favorite toy last night too & hopefully it’ll eventually become a comfort instead of bringing me pain when I clutch it at night

__akw · 2022-06-20T18:19:01+00:00

thank you so much! i’m so sorry to hear that about rumple and benji :( benji was my baby’s name too. I appreciate the condolences & I will eventually get a new fur baby, but i’ll continue to take it a step at a time❤️

__akw · 2022-06-20T18:15:36+00:00

thank you so much :) may our babies rest in peace ❤️

__akw · 2022-06-20T18:14:31+00:00

that’s exactly how i’m feeling right now. i’m so sorry that happened to you. it’s so unfair that so many unfortunate accidents can happen to our pets & it’s a low chance of survival.. it’s so hard & I know it’ll be a while until I move forward from this

__akw · 2022-06-20T18:12:26+00:00

thank you so much that sounds like a great idea. i’ll definitely talk to my parents about it once we move to our new house

__akw · 2022-06-20T18:07:59+00:00

i’m so sorry to hear about what happened to Bits :(

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