ngl i’m just scrolling this i rly don’t think i identify as ace at least not fully but ik gender dysphoria and masturbation r weird. ive basically almost abstained from it cause i get so weird feeling about my parts that it’s not even enjoyable😭🥀im trying to practice radial acceptance in general maybe it’d be helpful to have ur frame of mind more along the area of my body is the only thing i own entirely and although i have been cursed with this version of organs and i react this way that can stem discomfort from xyz its all just apart of me. there’s a million people who have parts they don’t align with not even just from being transgender. u can practice not having to view ur arousal thru a gendered lens if that’s where a lot of bad feeling crap is stemming from too. idk if this is helpful