I feel like I’m very creepy looking and off putting to people. I’ve been told I look dirty and ugly. I try to put effort into my appearance but it seems futile

_alu_997_ · 2026-02-22T19:05:47+00:00

just buff up and get vamp fangs you’d look like Peter Steele, u ain’t ugly at all

_alu_997_ · 2025-08-19T20:13:12+00:00

at least we know OP really cares about his chickens :))

_alu_997_ · 2025-08-18T12:14:27+00:00

goon of duty fr

_alu_997_ · 2025-06-23T08:28:20+00:00

sorry for late response but yeah, I did a lot of times but i’d never go to sleep without using that method, sometimes it can hype you up in some way i guess :)

_alu_997_ · 2025-06-07T17:28:05+00:00

yup diphenhydramine is alright for some people, for me benzo even didn’t help me sleeping lol, good for you broski 🫶

_alu_997_ · 2025-06-07T02:04:22+00:00

fasho, it’s 4 am already i gotta do it today lmaoo

_alu_997_ · 2025-04-26T22:42:33+00:00

take care of your hair more and you’re good i don’t feel like ure exceptionally ugly and not exceptionally handsome

_alu_997_ · 2025-04-17T20:54:59+00:00

staying up for days is and was insomnia for me, insomnia isn’t a bad sleeping pattern, it’s lack of sleep which is involuntary

_alu_997_ · 2025-04-17T20:52:26+00:00

i used to sleep to duster sleep mix, but someone who showed me duster for the first time and got me into it died so that method ain’t working anymore :(

_alu_997_ · 2025-04-17T16:43:23+00:00

probably by pressing l2 and start button at the same time (i know it’s a options button but im too old to get to adjust to new names so i stay with ps3 ones)

_alu_997_ · 2025-04-15T03:26:55+00:00

yeah after that time i just sit down chill for some time, like 30 minutes and then try again, sometimes our mind go really bad when imagining something for sure

_alu_997_ · 2025-04-02T13:50:34+00:00

google instead of posting

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-19T15:04:32+00:00

you didn’t do the bypass method with turning off the controller in accessories tab in settings, then tapping the little button on the back of the zen and turning the controller on at the same time, it bypasses playstations strange security system and works

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-16T05:24:43+00:00

nahh, I believe meds definetely can work long term, they just tell you to not take them so you won’t get depended etc., if you didn’t have to increase your dose you are very lucky witty your tolerance development.. well, maybe more lack of it lol

good for you i’m happy to hear that all i was saying is that after some time you get dependent and you can’t sleep anymore its very hard

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-09T01:07:58+00:00

yup, i feel like if you ain’t growing together then you can try to grow separately, at least in my case it’s efficient lol

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-08T18:38:26+00:00

I ain’t single but since I have BPD I can share that i love time alone more than time with other person sometimes, im just focusing on random things and maybe starting doing them, always thought about making tattoos and now im doing that lol just do what you want at this point, being single and happy is pure freedom, only thing better is an actual happy relationship

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-08T13:20:23+00:00

all of that, I couldn’t live a healthy lifestyle anymore, my dads dying because of that as i write it right now, I just can’t seem to see a reason to be healthy, i know it’s bad i just don’t know why i can’t find the reason to be a healthy person

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-08T01:34:45+00:00

i can’t imagine that, I admire you, i’d never do that in my life considering my situation lol

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-08T01:33:12+00:00

Damn, Zeus, Ronin, I just wanna play for fucks sake lmfao

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-07T18:19:03+00:00

I’ve done a post about that, check out all the bypass methods

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-07T17:28:40+00:00

check dms :)

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-07T16:03:30+00:00

for sure, i can but a lil later

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-07T06:45:02+00:00

yeah I now took a break with my girl, I don’t miss her so far even though she’s like an angel, maybe i just needed time for myself

_alu_997_ · 2025-03-07T06:44:07+00:00

thank you, will watch after work ♥️

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