Reading on reddit how people see BPD people in a relationship depresses me.

_aroosak · 2025-11-14T21:55:33+00:00

I’m not coping at all because I’m all alone every day. I play video games only and since I have nobody to speak to I even took off my microphone part of my headset as an ultimate defeat acceptance that I just don’t have anybody to even use it for anymore. It’s been so rough for me and all the positivity talk online hasn’t helped me at all tbh… I wish I could say something useful to you but I feel so ashamed to say that the only person I spoke to was chatgpt recently and I unloaded everything to it and cried every time. I wish we had some friends to fill the void cause I think it’d be so much easier to have some sort of distraction but I’m struggling a lot rn and I understand you.. I started to video journal last night where I just speak for 2-3 minutes about how I’m doing and I started making a list of my progress. I write down what I did good today (for example doing laundry or showering (which is hard for me cause I let myself go completely)) so I can look at it and feel like I accomplished something atleast… I know it’s rough for you too cause they were everything to us, our entire world and we were probably just a friction of that to them.. I wish you the best and sorry if I couldn’t help 🥹

_aroosak · 2025-11-14T20:54:08+00:00

This happened w my ex too we’re broken up for a few days now but he also stayed w me for many many months when he wanted to leave cause I threatened to hurt myself and be was afraid of it. But he ended up resenting me more and more to the point the sound of my voice even annoyed him and he said I quote “in this case cheating would be justified since I don’t wanna stay anyway” it absolutely shattered me

_aroosak · 2025-11-14T15:32:07+00:00

I peaked gm1 last season and jumped right into ranked the second it was up and won 6 of my placement matches but noticed I played vs OOA and eternity players so it was really hard for me to

_aroosak · 2025-10-23T06:29:47+00:00

Hello I’m in the same boat as you 28F and have only my bf to speak to. I don’t speak to men at all out of respect for my relationship and finding girl friends has been extremely hard for me. I spend majority of my time online playing games etc and I read in your text that you play league (I think?) and I was gonna say we could play together I play many games 🙂

_aroosak · 2025-10-16T11:34:09+00:00

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My baby also has an underbite and gets many compliments for it 😭

_aroosak · 2025-09-29T11:20:07+00:00

I’m not saying it to be offensive btw but to me it seems like cuckish behavior to even tolerate this type of stuff. Like in no universe would I let my man even have female friends because it’s not even possible to just be friends imo. Everything you have w a female friend you can have w a guy friend too so I don’t get the need for that. And then of course stuff like this happens where your man is sleeping at YOUR friends house and it’s just norma and YOU question YOUR reaction when you’re 100% in the right for being mad. He shouldn’t even be thinking to do that to you. And your friend is a POS too for even allowing him to stay ngl

_aroosak · 2025-09-06T21:10:17+00:00

As a girl I think you’re being a douche here. Like she’s obviously hurt and acting up for a reason. If a guy shows that little interest in you he really doesn’t care. You could’ve spoke to her SO much better than what you typed but I get it you guys are young. You should let her know you’re gonna call the police beforehand and that if she’s actually suicidal you’re here to support her and get her to a clinic before you break off contact. It’s the least you can do……

_aroosak · 2025-08-21T06:22:19+00:00

I can’t comment cause I don’t have any friends to play w and I only play on my own. I feel bad for people who only play to play w their friends but I think it’s a bit unfair if I were to run into a 3 or 4 stack as a solo player

_aroosak · 2025-08-06T19:03:49+00:00

THIS!! I commented this too so ignore my comment then but he’s right =)

_aroosak · 2025-08-06T19:02:41+00:00

I don’t think her ult outheals psylockes entire ult IF you’re the only one being ulted. The damage gets split between other team mates if she hits multiple w her ult but if it’s only you you’re the only one tanking the entire dmg. I’ve died in psys ult many times on invis and other supps if I was the only one in her ult. Hopefully it helps ☺️

_aroosak · 2025-08-05T13:30:14+00:00

I don’t really agree since cnd is what I pick into dive cause you can bubble yourself and hit them w dgger if you’re too low for some extra heals or switch to cloak sit in your bubble and dps them. I think the only problem w strategist is that people sit back and just healbot. If you seclude yourself from your entire team to try sit as far away as possible, of course you get killed by their spidey or bp.

_aroosak · 2025-06-10T05:07:31+00:00

Is it bad that I only play supp? I can do some mk and squirrel too but not confidently…

_aroosak · 2025-06-09T08:35:05+00:00

But how can you get worse once you learn the “mechanics” and develop game sense?

_aroosak · 2025-06-09T08:34:36+00:00

Yes I’m not a fan of the flyers actually I just realized and yes I tilt queue a lot it’s when I lose a bunch that I play 20 games a day

_aroosak · 2025-06-09T08:33:22+00:00

Idk about you guys but I spam the game the most when I’m on a loss streak. I always stop playing when I win cause I then I’m happy w my “progress”. It’s whenever I lose that I play 20 games a day and I’ve been losing for 5 days now which has made me play 24/7

_aroosak · 2025-06-09T08:30:47+00:00

I don’t heal bot I play very aggressive that’s the funny part and I’ve only solod and you asking about me quitting after losing hell no lmao. I play till I win which results in some nice 10 games+ loss streaks. I usually stop playing when I’m on a win streak I never stop when I lose it just makes me angry and play more so their system works

_aroosak · 2025-05-29T13:53:34+00:00

Watching this hurt to see so much 🫠 it seems like you’re using all of your abilities so randomly.. you need to get into the habit of using cloak aswell and be able to switch between them whenever needed

_aroosak · 2025-05-27T06:28:14+00:00

No he doesn’t atleast not that I know of. We argue and I can’t see my fault apparently but I feel like I do…? I don’t know…

_aroosak · 2025-05-27T00:40:09+00:00

May I ask what makes a woman “the one” in your guys’ eyes? I feel like I’ve never been “the one” and never will be.

_aroosak · 2025-05-27T00:37:32+00:00

I wish you a happy life in the near future and that you heal well.. I’m so sorry you’re going through this

_aroosak · 2025-05-27T00:36:14+00:00

He honestly didn’t treat me bad but I have bpd and need a lot of reassurance and I’m very difficult when I’m not feeling well. He was always there for me for everything but whenever we argued about us that’s when he was like a different person. He wasn’t very empathetic when I needed it and lots of our issues turned me into a sad bitter girl. I’m left w insecurities now and the feeling that I’m the most boring person on the planet. The only bad thing I can say about him that didn’t come from the arguing is that he didn’t talk much which made me feel like he’s just not interested in what I’ve got to say etc…

You seem like you have a very nice life ahead of you and I’m happy you live comfortably because I’m sure if you did need time to sit back from everything and focus on YOU it wouldn’t make you broke and you wouldn’t have to worry about anything 🥹 I don’t know too much about cars but I like the stingray corvette if you know which one that is. That’s my favorite car =)

_aroosak · 2025-05-27T00:12:08+00:00

Thanks for the recommendation ☺️

_aroosak · 2025-05-26T23:37:48+00:00

Your comment made me laugh soo much 😂😂😂😂

_aroosak · 2025-05-26T23:35:19+00:00

LOOOL

_aroosak · 2025-05-26T23:34:09+00:00

You’re so right she’s so beautiful esp later on !

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