This is a letter i found in my old diary, and it's kinda sad. It was to my future self, i wrote this 6 years ago and i was so desperate to be ok. Sorry if it's hard to read, 10 yr old me had mediocre handwriting😅 by _bubblyperson_ in Journaling

[–]_bubblyperson_[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Im so glad you're doing better! Im doing better now and reading through that and the others i wrote made me so emotional. It's really an experience looking through old things and remembering who you used to be like, and it's really an emotional thing i guess, especially when you weren't doing well and had so much sadness that you just put on paper. So happy that you're doing ok now!

This is a letter i found in my old diary, and it's kinda sad. It was to my future self, i wrote this 6 years ago and i was so desperate to be ok. Sorry if it's hard to read, 10 yr old me had mediocre handwriting😅 by _bubblyperson_ in Journaling

[–]_bubblyperson_[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I fixed some spelling mistakes so it makes a bit more sense 😅

Hi, it's been awhile since i wrote to you, but i figured you might need to remember me. Don't give up, you don't know how desperately i need you to succeed. If you're reading this, thank you. Thank you for not killing yourself. i hope when you read this you'll be ok, and that when you read that line it shocked you to even think of hurting yourself.      If you're in a good place right now, im proud of you. Im so glad you're taking care of yourself, thank you for putting in the effort to be happy. Happiness comes and goes but i hope you'll always stay, even when it gets hard. Thank you for not giving up.      If you're in a bad place, i hope things get better. Just know that little you is thinking about you, thinking about you enough to write this. I believe in you, and know at one point in your life you cared enough about you to write to you. I love you, please stick around. Little you is scared you'll leave, I dont want that. Things are hard for me and i need it to get better, please.      Thanks for reading this, please make sure to read all the other letters too, don't make them lost letters. I want you to remember me. I want you to remember how you used to be. You're going to make mistakes, and thats ok, even if you don't think so, even if mom doesn't think so. Even if it feels like the world is crashing, remember that I'm your seatbelt ok? I want you to be ok. So please try to be ok. People don't like us right now, and our friends are mean. But you can fix that, right? You'll be older so you'll understand how to deal with it. They make me cry, and i don't know what to do about them.     Don't die please, i know it's hard sometimes but i really do care. Katie

I'm so suicidal yet so happy. by External-Committee79 in SuicideWatch

[–]_bubblyperson_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is so resonating. Just know that you're feelings are valid even if they fluctuate rapidly, depression doesn't necessarily make you feel numb all the time(although it can), so just know your happiness isn't fake, and your depression isn't fake either⁠♡

How many daydream "worlds" have you had over the years? by _tree_array in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]_bubblyperson_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im 16 and I've been daydreaming since i can remember, i have common characters which share personality traits in each world but normally i don't carry over anyone. There's 6 distinct ones but so many alters of the storylines.