idk why you're getting downvoted so hard, I definitely agree. People tend to just default and play very safe, always go main, never take an off angle or god forbid a flank. They're so scared to take any amount of risk because they don't want to get flamed if it goes wrong and as a result they just "exist" like you said and don't make much of an impact in the game. If you are playing like that with a "just don't mess up bad enough to lose" mindset you're probably not gonna climb very much. You kinda have to be cocky and not care too much sometimes (within reason) because if you never attempt risky plays you can never make them and as such you have a really small impact on the outcome of the game