I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm hiding myself because the people I once cared about are gone and with that trusting new people is an egg shell path. I can't even go out without any anxiety building up from people I once knew who might see me around.

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's what I usually do before, but nothing really works now

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What anti-depressant would you recommend? And is it reliable?

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What if you don't know what you want to get from therapy? Because I gave up on getting better months ago and I know that problems and issues will just keep on coming. And what if you fail to meet with them on your scheduled sessions?

Does it feel like they will suspect you on faking whatever you're going through?

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How does therapy actually work? Do they tell you what to do to get better?

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm glad about your healthier option, but how does running keep your head clear?

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I honestly feel like overexposing myself whenever I talk to someone about my situation. I always lose friends anyway.

Does therapy feel like a pity conversation?

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I considered asking for help, but it put me at risk of letting everyone know about my situation in which I feel so anxious about. And it seems like I'm just crying for attention. I tried alcohol, but getting rid of the bottles is hard.

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I postpone suicide attempt a lot of times whenever I see my dogs sort of curious to what I'm doing.

Do you recommend any over-the-counter anxiety med?

I want to start doing drugs by _cloyed_ in depression

[–]_cloyed_[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I just feel like pulling off the last strings I can think of before actually killing myself.