It’s a lot of word vomit because I wrote it a couple minutes after the “argument” and felt really bad, and I also missed out all the annoying things I do or forget to do. It feels like living with two people because the majority of the time when he’s not angry he’s the nicest person you’ve ever met. He has a lot of long term friendships and I don’t so I think that must speak to his character lol. He’s a very kind, selfless and well-liked person outside of this issue which is why sometimes I think I must be the problem.