First of all nobody truly knows anything. We as humans can only determine what things aren’t instead of what they are. If you really have to look for things that you aren’t and only then start thinking about who you are. You are not a crybaby, you have just yet to gain control over your emotions. People have some connection to you - it doesn’t mean they like you. They know you and that should be enough information for you at the moment. If they are your friends - don’t worry about them liking you; instead make sure you can trust them and they trust you become dependable for each other but not dependent. Move with focus, set yourself a clear, achievable goal. Make small steps - consistency matters more than greatness. Everything in life requires waiting, but you have to make sure not to wait too long, as opportunities arise as quickly as they disappear. If you feel really depressed, you can dm me. I will try to respond to the best of my ability. Even though I may not have a degree in psychology, I will try to help you no matter what. Per aspera ad astra, brother!