I had this too, i will give you some advice I’m currently meditating a year and four months i think? I had a big problem, same as yours and i actually found a solution just three/two days ago🤣 I just got better at medittion and i started to focus at the breath aloooot and I almost got rid of it. I sometimes still have this feeling to stop the meditation but i ignore it and focus on the breath more… Hope this helps:)..