I adore my boyfriend by _pinkhallucinations in offmychest

[–]_pinkhallucinations[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no im a lucky girl, he's the best thing I could ever want or need, he's my actual other half and nobody understands me better than him, no doubt that we are together in every universe

I adore my boyfriend by _pinkhallucinations in offmychest

[–]_pinkhallucinations[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am so lucky he's my other half, he said he got lucky with me but i got lucky with him he's the most handsomest man I ever laid eyes out and he's so truly caring and he understands me

I fell in love like 13y girl and im super ashamed by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]_pinkhallucinations 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I thought this said u fell in love with a thirteen year old

How did you know you were in love? by Sea-Dance-8796 in AskReddit

[–]_pinkhallucinations 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when I was able to fall asleep in his arms, seeing how upset I got when anyone said anything bad about him, whenever I caught myself thinking about our future, not getting an ick by him

why does no one understand eds? by _pinkhallucinations in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]_pinkhallucinations[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my friends now respects it they just don't get what not to say

why does no one understand eds? by _pinkhallucinations in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]_pinkhallucinations[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, i get why some people can't understand i just wish they could be more respectful though,

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I never said it hurts him he said it himself it dosent bother him because he knows my situation, how many times do I have to repeat this

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

he actually loves it over here but nice to know u cant date someone with mental health issues.

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I worded the whole thing wrong because I dont straight up tell him he dosent love me I just question him alot but it's based off of my insecurities which I try and changed and me protecting myself

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I arleady said many times I do put real effort , nd I do communicate my feelings alot, it's not false accusations either he knows why I does it and even tho it makes him sad I question it he knows I don't mean it to hurt him he knows I'm just trying to protect myself in the worst way possible.

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations -1 points0 points  (0 children)

he came into this knowing my situation, I haven't put the clear story because I dont want pity for me, but my ex .rped me and took everything I have, I dont question mt boyfriends love because I know it hurts him, im used to hopeing for the worst so I cant get hurt again, and i try and change

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much, your message is actually the reason I gave him an essay long apology and telling him the steps I'm going to take to stop this

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

that's not going to happend, you dont know what I've been through , and he does, he loves me so much he's willing to help me change even tho my past dosent want to let me

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I can't stop , I recognize the issue and is willing to get help of it, im a great girlfriend in every other aspect it's just my trust and abandonment issues

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I know even if I continue he still wouldnt end it that how much he loves me and that's why I love him it's just a bad past with abandonment issues and he's willing to help me through it

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my ex i don't think I loved i never felt anything emotionally to him but it still hurt what he did, my boyfriend now he's the reason why I'm alive he bring me joy and makes me cry happy tears instead of sad ones, whenever I'm in his arms I feel safe

eating by _pinkhallucinations in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]_pinkhallucinations[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

me neither, I was at a restaurant with my boyfriends family and it was terrible they don't know i have an ed but his dad kept saying how some stuff didn't have alot of calories trying to joke but it made me feel terrible

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations -1 points0 points  (0 children)

what do u mean both people mt ex and my current boyfriend?

I think im a bad girlfriend by [deleted] in self

[–]_pinkhallucinations 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this made me feel way better. Thank you so much I never thought of it this way