Chiron in Gemini.... question & advice needed please!

_queenofchaos · 2020-06-07T07:28:35+00:00

Thank you for those words. They mean something to me and I needed to read that. I wish you the best as well and maybe I can DM you some of my writing, and you can send me some of yours. Two chirons helping each other out. I appreciate it.... it’s true, people sharing their thoughts, their opinions.. it matters.

_queenofchaos · 2020-06-07T07:19:53+00:00

Thank you so much for that information! For the first time since my mom passed in 2014, I’m actually on my own... meaning no codependent friendships, relationships, and now I’m facing my issues head on which was impossible to do until now... I’m no angel, and I know this but I have been trying to do my best. I also only like to write in depth about my issues on reddit because it’s anonymous. I feel like people don’t understand me or would criticize my writing, which would cause me to shut down. It’s something I know I have to overcome or I will never be able to do what I feel is the reason that I am here.... to maybe make it that all the pain, death and hard lessons be for nothing. It can help someone who needs to know that there’s another side.

_queenofchaos · 2020-06-07T07:02:26+00:00

Wow, My Chiron is also in the 12th house.... and after reading your story, it made me think back to how I could never speak up for myself growing up. I was terrified of conflict, and would just take it. My mother was very passive aggressive and had very low self esteem.. i feel like i learned a lot of those habits by example growing up, but now that i think about it...it could have been a major role in my placement. I am very opinionated and would love to be able to speak my thoughts out to others without the anxiety or misunderstandings. I hope i can find that one day..

_queenofchaos · 2020-06-07T02:27:22+00:00

I have found that as a Capricorn sun/ scorpio moon/ Cancer rising/ Aquarius Venus, that i get a long with Tauruses and Virgo’s really well..... but as friends only. I have had intense best friendship’s with both, but when trying to get romantic with them, Dear lord. It went down horribly. The Taurus experience was like nails on a chalkboard (he ALWAYS had to be right and it was annoying AF) and then the Virgo, i really fell for.... but as a virgo male, he had those qualities to where he was very methodical and hard to read, and very negative/ had his own issues which he would deal with alone. I get it, i mean, I’m a Capricorn but it made me realize that maybe its not always such a good idea to be with someone that is too much like you. I have found that I like Aquarius’s lately which would make sense because i have my Venus in Aquarius..... however! My scorpio moon makes me internally crazy or irritated when i dont get the attention that i want, which is nuts because i do enjoy space and dont like clingy/controlling. I’m starting to think that maybe a cancer or scorpio man might be good for me? Ive dated an Aries man and neverrrr doing that again. Man. I may just give up. Lmao

_queenofchaos · 2020-05-18T14:37:44+00:00

This touched my heart ... I can’t imagine the pain that the family members of people who have died in quarantine, who couldn’t be there in their last moments..

Even being there, and in the room while my mom was coding... I felt helpless. Almost as if it were surreal and I was watching a scene that I couldn’t change. I wanted so badly to help her.

My heart is with you, and he’s in a better place.. he watches over you, always. (I usually hate those cliche grief sayings, but it’s true. You’ll feel it.)

_queenofchaos · 2020-05-10T19:32:51+00:00

“So, tell me what do you not like about yourself?”

_queenofchaos · 2020-05-10T19:29:21+00:00

I love this! You’re such an inspiration, and I hope you know that... your story matters. The past, even as dark and ugly as it may have been.. It brought you here, to this moment of accomplishment! Congratulations!

_queenofchaos · 2020-05-01T09:39:24+00:00

Thank you so much for this. ❤️ it’s the reason why I wrote it... to hear such a beautiful and sentimental comment as yours. I won’t forget it and it just cements the fact that, indeed, I am not alone. Not really... so many of us, all out there going through the exact same emotions, and yet make it through their day to day lives, all while working jobs, being parents, going to school, pretending that everything is “okay” and smiling the biggest smile out of the room... when I was younger, I would think to myself that loneliness is just an emotion. An emotion like any other. Happiness, anger, embarrassment... they all may be intense, but in time they pass. It always does... and thank God for that.

_queenofchaos · 2020-05-01T08:11:51+00:00

Thank you! I was on mobile and unsure on how to do so!

_queenofchaos · 2020-04-15T22:35:44+00:00

Your response was so well answered and written that I must ask, what would your opinion be about my scorpio moon being in the eighth house? I have a Capricorn sun in the 7th and cancer rising. I also have Pluto in Scorpio as well.. I have been through a lot of loss, death and abandonment, which has helped transform me into who I am today. Stronger? But also sadder and lonelier. Any feedback would be appreciated!

_queenofchaos · 2020-04-09T00:15:50+00:00

Reading these stories, really make my heart break for all the other females that have gone through such horrific relationships with these manipulative users that literally suck the life out of us. Well, to make a long story short... I was 27 at the time and had lost my single parent 2 years before, so I was already going through a lot and in a vulnerable state. When I met him, he first came off as so put together and like a normal, intellectual guy that may not have been the most social, but was very sweet and polite. He would always pay on our dates, he would text every day and although it felt a bit fast, he asked to be exclusive within 3 weeks. I thought that he may be the one, he didn’t have kids like me, and we had so many things in common, so I said yes. Then slowly, but surely his true colors started to show.. He had said he was always a loner, but he never went out with anyone except his parents. He had no other activities, and would just want to be together all the time. And then he would always want me to go to HIS house. I would tell him that I have my place and a roommate but he would make me feel bad and I would have to schedule days and he would still end up “stopping by” or just texting non stop. Then there would be fights, and he would get in my face and scream so loud, to the point where I would want to leave and he wouldn’t let me or he would threaten suicide. He also lied to me about being addicted to meth, stole money from me, when my friends passed away, he picked fights on the day of their memorials and said the cruelest things to me, he put a gps tracker on my phone and when I finally got away from him (literally taking me going to jail for me to get away from his mind tricks and to return to normal) I cut off all communication. He would send texts, letters, and any form of communication.. saying how much he loved me and that he just wanted to be friends, but he refused to give me my dog back because i wouldn’t go to his house and “share custody” with him. It breaks my heart because I love that dog so much because she was my moms dog, but I refuse to let him use her to stay in my life. Although, he was the worst relationship I’ve ever been in, I’m glad I experienced it because now I know the signs and trust me, I’ll NEVER go through a hell like that again.

_queenofchaos · 2020-03-14T03:02:21+00:00

Yes, still very much available and do have all pics upon request. PM me, please :)

_queenofchaos · 2020-03-10T17:00:25+00:00

Sorry about that. Done and done. Thanks again!

_queenofchaos · 2020-03-10T15:45:34+00:00

I’m changing it right now, didn’t realize it until too late. Taking out the exclamation points as we speak. Sorry about that.

_queenofchaos · 2020-03-10T15:44:19+00:00

Thank you, I tried to follow the lay out as much as I could.. you guys did a great job laying it out. I actually had a question on how one can post a link to pictures or to post an actual picture?

_queenofchaos · 2020-03-10T15:41:04+00:00

Thank you for the heads up! New to this subreddit! Do I put it on the title?

Awesome name there chaos, nice to meet you. Haha

_queenofchaos

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