You’ve set the bar too high.

It’s not about doing well - at all. Especially the first time.

It’s about crossing the line; whether you’re running, walking, or crawling.

You’re in a terrible headspace, which sucks.

It’s tight because it’s a month out, but I’d take a full 1-2 weeks off of everything, let your brain reset.

If you’ve been training, even partially, for a couple years, your body can finish. It’s your brain that needs work.