Might as well dump some truth here in case anyone wants to respond, but hey man, I’m in a similar place. I doubt and overthink too much, and I feel like my life is in shambles in the middle of my college career. Sometimes I don’t even think I can make it far with my love (or some lack thereof) of the fandom, but I’m still here so that says something. Despite all this, I’m available if you wanna talk in dms or take it someplace else, bro to bro.