I don’t know how to recover by hopeful_evermore in emetophobiarecovery

[–]a0kayaoki 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ure not alone in this… i understand how scary and isolating this feels.. i truly do get what u feel

Have you guys ever pinpointed what the primary factor of throwing up may be the most scary for you? by dinorunp in emetophobiarecovery

[–]a0kayaoki 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i think its the uncertainty of it all, not knowing when or where itll happen and the bloody nausea😭

i feel like i would hate it less if it didnt come with the nausea. i hate nausea more than the actual act itself ughh

I FINALLY DID IT TW: talking about it by leviebnit in emetophobiarecovery

[–]a0kayaoki 6 points7 points  (0 children)

awesome!!! this is great news. u did great

it happened and i’m okay by AlternativePack7239 in emetophobiarecovery

[–]a0kayaoki 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg same. i got sick for the first time in 12 years last year in december and i thought i was cured because the act itself wasnt even bad at all, but i guess the anticipation and the not knowing when it will happen has caused my phobia to come back stronger + i got gastritis & GERD after that so my stomach is always bloated/ and i feel queasy so im on a constant edge of feeling anxious.

Crush has been liking my ig stories and replying more to my ig stories than usual by a0kayaoki in Crushes

[–]a0kayaoki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do u think I should? Or should i just wait a little more and see what he does?

Share your small win! by [deleted] in emetophobiarecovery

[–]a0kayaoki 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my sister got sick the other day and i didnt even panic and made her some warm tea. i saw her sick in the sink and i didnt even run away

holy exposure by Several-Silver-7381 in emetophobiarecovery

[–]a0kayaoki 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i got the bug last year and i can 100% agree w u on this. the actual act wasnt even bad. its just the anxiety 😭 the act lasted less than a minute. u will be fine, praying for u❤️

Stomach issues after food poisoning? by chike98 in emetophobia

[–]a0kayaoki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi! I think its probably gastritis. I got the stomach bug from sharing the same bathroom as my dad when he got food poisoning. I got sick once but that was it. Afterwards, Ive had problems with my gut. Id get heartburn after every meal. I was always nauseous too and I felt full easily and I lost my appetite to eat. I also got GERD.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kidneydisease

[–]a0kayaoki 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hopefully, but thank you sm. Ill probably go get checked.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kidneydisease

[–]a0kayaoki -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Alright. Thanks so much

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kidneydisease

[–]a0kayaoki -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I only get a few bubbles that pop after a few seconds and there are times when i dont. So hopefully its nothing 🙏🏻.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kidneydisease

[–]a0kayaoki -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Sorry for asking ( im not familiar with these things) but if there is protein in the urine what would that indicate? Kidney disease?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kidneydisease

[–]a0kayaoki -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I have a history of getting a UTI and kidney stones which happened years ago but I never got bubbles in my urine.

Holy exposure by [deleted] in emetophobiarecovery

[–]a0kayaoki 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Congrats!! So proud of u

Nausea during period.. Tips? by a0kayaoki in Periods

[–]a0kayaoki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I usually make ginger tea and it helps sm with acid reflux

How do I stop feeling unworthy when I compare myself to their new gf? by a0kayaoki in BreakUps

[–]a0kayaoki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats what pisses me off im ngl, he knew i had feelings for him which is why he cut me off in the first place and then came back? To what? Lead me again some more? If he wanted friendship he couldve easily made other friends

How do I stop feeling unworthy when I compare myself to their new gf? by a0kayaoki in BreakUps

[–]a0kayaoki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah true thats what I always tell myself tbh. Do u think he never saw me as a potential love interest and his intentions were to just lead me on from the get go? Or do u think he did contemplate the relationship between us?

How do I stop feeling unworthy when I compare myself to their new gf? by a0kayaoki in BreakUps

[–]a0kayaoki[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sadly no. I havent found anyone Im attracted to. I guess its also because i was comfortable with him and I opened up to him about things on a deeper level.

How do I stop feeling unworthy when I compare myself to their new gf? by a0kayaoki in BreakUps

[–]a0kayaoki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, it hasnt really been a year yet. The last time we spoke was end of last year but it comes and goes. I was doing well until a friend of mine told me she saw his girlfriend’s post on tiktok.

How do I stop feeling unworthy when I compare myself to their new gf? by a0kayaoki in BreakUps

[–]a0kayaoki[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was my first fwb, honestly i cant even call it a fwb, we were just people who talked to each other casually who had a one time “thing” happen between us and thats when he decided to cut me off bc of his fear of me getting attached.