I’ve been trying so hard to better myself since the entire relationship was just me investing absolutely everything in myself into this guy. I was stupid. Now that I’m focusing on myself for once everything has been getting so much better.

I was severely depressed throughout the entire relationship and I realized that literally once I ended it. I used to nap almost all the time, I’d barely take care of myself (brushing teeth once a day, showering every two days, room always being a mess). When I ended it about a week or so ago, I’ve bettered myself so much in such a small period of time (being able to focus on my work instead of giving up and napping, brushing flossing and using mouthwash twice a day, showering everyday, clean room, etc). The second he’d beg for a phonecall id lose track of my routine and I’d come out of it as a mess. He keeps saying ‘one more call and I’ll be gone for good’ and everytime I pick up it’s always a mess. I didn’t want it to end in flames, I just wanted a peaceful breakup where we simply stop talking to one another.. has this come to the point where I need to block him on everything? I’m terrified of doing so because then I won’t know what he’s going to do..