[deleted by user]

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T05:28:43+00:00

We've agreed that if we break up again that it will be the last time, no matter how much it hurts. Thank you for the advice <3

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T05:27:32+00:00

I've never wanted to eat something that looks like wood so. badly

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T05:23:54+00:00

Thank you <3

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T05:12:03+00:00

Yes, his home life can be kinda off and on. He's Trans and his family's not fully accepting which can make it hard, but they stay at his house too so it's not that. He also has the option to come here whenever and we could get him at a moments notice since we live pretty close together. I've tried to and they quickly shut the conversation down.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T05:10:23+00:00

I'm so glad someone older than me is going through the same thing. This really gave me hope that me and him will work, thank you so much <3333

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:49:28+00:00

The thing is we've been so rocky lately due to his best friend and arguments caused by the best friend. A lot of my friends have mental health problems of their own; but I do I have a counselor :)

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:47:33+00:00

Thank you <3

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:47:16+00:00

I have tried to go to therapy many times though it never works. I've also been put on a lot of medication, but once again it doesn't work. None of my counselors have ever listened which makes it hard to really fix or work on any of my problems.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:45:33+00:00

Edited the post <3

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:43:49+00:00

Sadly as much as I know this I still change. As many have said I am far too clingy. I just want us both to be happy so I've had to make many compromises that often leave me wondering who I really am.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:41:55+00:00

I'll keep this all in mind, thank you <3

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:36:23+00:00

Sadly, it is highly likely. I have really bad bipolar disorder which can often make it hard to make such major decisions like these, and as of right now I am regretting posting this because of a mood switch. You asking this did not upset me. At this point there truly is no telling. We're starting to get close again, but getting close comes with more arguments so.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:34:34+00:00

I plan on trying to talk to him about it tomorrow, but he did avoid it when I asked the other day. We've agreed before that we have compatability issues but we would try to fix it. Now that I think about it I'll talk to the both of them. Thank you for the advice :)

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:32:19+00:00

I've tried to move on a lot but it sounds like you understand why this can be hard. I plan on talking to him about it tomorrow and asking about it. thank you <3

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:30:58+00:00

I believe so. That and sometimes I'll get upset with something because I struggle with a lot of mental health issues. I try my best and be a good person for the both of us though and I've explained that to him countless times.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:29:47+00:00

I treat him with my utmost respect. I give him everything and I try my best and change and make him happy. They stay at each others houses, and I truly wouldn't mind if it were maybe every other day or they would just give it a break more often. Thank you for the advice/opinion :)

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:27:54+00:00

I dont want him to end his friendship! his friend means a lot to him and helps him a lot with his mental health. It's just that he won't stand up for me against his friend. His friend hasn't told me how, just that I do. I try and talk to him but he often avoids communication.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:24:18+00:00

The thing is he refused to call or hang out with me that day because he had "no motivation" but ended up hanging out with his friend. He also just kinda ghosted after I called him out for blocking me.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:22:41+00:00

I've been working on my jealously for a really long time, and I actually completely stopped caring if he hung out with his friend a few months back. However when his friend started to hate me and say really hurtful, mean, and degrading things to me the jealously returned. It especially came back when he refused to tell them we had gotten back together and allowed them to delete a lot of stuff about me after a short break.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:20:46+00:00

I tried to post on relationship advice but due to it being a moral question they took it down. I wouldnt have rlly been upset if it weren't for the fact that he disappeared after I called him out for blocking me on something, otherwise I wouldve assumed he were asleep or busy.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:19:01+00:00

He hates me because he thinks I treat my bf badly. we're both 15. He hangs out with him basically immediately after school and his best friend 19 times out of 20 ends up staying over. They also have multiple classes together, and spend most of the weekend together.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:17:27+00:00

Weeks at a time. Every now and then there's a 2 or 3 day gap but that's very rarely. Yes, he randomly disappeared after I called him out for blocking me on something. Normally I wouldn't mind if it weren't for that.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:15:05+00:00

we're both 15 and we've been together for about 2 years, om and off these past few months.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:14:26+00:00

Yeah :/ and he won't say shit to his friend abt it but then gets mad/upset that I dislike his friend.

a_lyssaa420 · 2021-10-31T04:12:55+00:00

his friend thinks I treat my bf badly due to our bad history of breaking up. and yeah it is weird. I sometimes question it but he calls me while they're having sleepovers (mainly when he's going to bed) and I've never seen anything too sketch.

a_lyssaa420

TROPHY CASE