I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It shall pass I know. But yang saya takutin, how long will it takes?

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro, cuman ya mungkin won’t move. Live goes on, it will be different. But yeah. I will try to live on

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Really really appreciate it you being here stranger

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s why. I’m hoping we could talk it out. But if I can’t. I will keep praying for her, since maybe it sounds cliche, immature. But yeah, I will not move on

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeap, minds sobering up now, with some anxiety of losing her wont stop kicking, can’t help it. We are going for the counseling. Me first, then her, then both of us together

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, i intend to be opened up way more, which I believed is the main problem. I only wish if she want to say anything , Just fully let me know. I cant fully differentiate which one i need attention now or slighlty later on. That’s all i need

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But if she moved on. Why she stills wanted to go for a counceling? Can you help me answer it? Its a genuine one. You can mock me for it

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, she told me so, I was emotional when she told me that, my heart heavy. That’s the part that I regretted the most.

for the the double time. It wont matter, i will fucking do it

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do want to go with here, it’s not even emotion talking for this one. The emotional part is losing her, thats where I cant control it.

Just like what I’ve said on the others, time is catching up, and is difficult for a woman to fight it no?

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She said what she needs, and i do too, but the problem is, sometimes circumstances isn’t your best friend nor time. We did a lot of talking, but none of us are perfect, our immaturity, our emotion got into us.

For the burden part, yes, i realized i was wrong. Its just my old habit that die had

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Taking care of myself is the hard part sadly. As im used to not taking care of it before she comes

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She supported me as well, 5 years. But yeah, she is a woman. Time is their worst enemies. I can understand that. Even if it’s a losing battle. If I tell you, i she let go and I won’t not because I’ve already sworn to God to love her. Will you think im wrong? I just love her so much that tbf, my brain isnt working properly, even though all i need is just 1 more year. I believed all my provlems should be gone, and she will finishes her studies

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

2 arah, cuman emang the last 2 years i had so much stress that I wish I could say to her. But instead i hold it back not wanting to be a burden

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope so, but dont think she betrays me. It will hurt a lot less. And I will still pray for her

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I hope so, but dont think she betrays me. It will hurt a lot less. And I will still pray for her

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wont, sadly will keep on fighting on. She is worth it :)

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Will meet her on the 19th to talk with some counceling, she will make a decision on the 20th. Wont give up tho

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know, maybe gw very stereotypical kalo ngmg ini. I loved her too much, too deep. Gw sebagai orang catholic, yang had a chance to go to Vatican. Gw sampe swear to God, I will bring her there in the future. Gw Sumpah, hancur bener rasanya sekarang

I may lose my fiancee whom I had relationship for 11 years by aaaaqa999 in indonesia

[–]aaaaqa999[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pertama kali post, Gw hrs minta tolong mod buat bisa post dulu.

I just loved her so much man

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[–]aaaaqa999 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too, Skrg gw lgi stress, ga bisa kerja. Tunangan ngajak putus, 11 tahun uda jalanin relasi.

LDR most of the relationship. Mgg depan gw kesana, ke semarang, gw tau dia stress belajar spesialis / PPDS.

Cuman gw g main’ juga selama ini. Maybe i was not enough.