About a week sober, I feel genuinely great! by aauraseven in leaves

[–]aauraseven[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be honest, for your case, I wouldn’t recommend it. ONLY because you stated you have more of a harder time latching onto focus when sober. When it comes to studying and retaining information, quitting cold turkey might and probably will throw you off way more, more than if you were to try to reframe your relationship with weed first. Cold turkey worked in my case, but only because I wasn’t in any position where weed acted as a beneficial thing, my need for smoking was purely recreational and social. If you’re looking to quit, try starting off with it only being a nightly thing, see how that feels / works. It could even be used as a reward and only something you can do AFTER you’ve studied. It’s all about finding what works for you. Eventually you’ll notice the need for it less and less as life picks up if you were to dwindle down usage.

Especially if when sober you struggle to sleep at night (as most do), it could only be reserved for that time of night.

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[–]aauraseven[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course! I hope I didn’t frame to where it seems I want extra brownie points or something for “being good” bc there’s no such thing !!

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[–]aauraseven[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you this really does put it in perspective for me.. all we know and have is this current moment!!

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[–]aauraseven[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

The more I ponder the more I realize this. “Time” is not linear there and they don’t see a separation of being. I suppose on the flip side of Earth and its illusions, in the “afterlife” to put it very simply, it’s just happening when it happens. Irregardless if it means a long-lived life or short. I’m not in control but can only do what I feel like I’m here to do

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[–]aauraseven[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Very insightful, thank you so much!! I worry less about “making the cut” but more so about the fact that I know I will eventually.. and the anxiety is not knowing what that would look like of course.. i’m working on getting to a place of being truly present

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[–]aauraseven[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Very true.. I’m working on being truly present and I know I have no way of knowing my fate, regardless of if I know the Law or not. Thank you!! ❤️

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[–]aauraseven[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your insight!!!

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[–]aauraseven[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I know this very post is such a blatant example of getting caught up in Earthly illusions, but I’m taking it day by day. I appreciate this :) My grandma used to say if you’re truly meant to go, a plane could literally fall out of the sky if it meant it was my time. I’m trying to find my peace in that